信. <3

13 October

2010-10-13T21:57:00.002+08:00

hello peeps(:
seriously i've been abandon my blog for months and months. felt so empty in my blog now ):
well, most probably will be re-blog after spm ? still not sure about it. but at least of all trials finally ended last tuesday. glad about that. been spending a lot of time with the guys. and we even played badminton every friday. coming up plan after spm will be a first time trip with them.can't wait. hope will be a blast. will be pretty busy going out next week. gonna celebrate MeiMei's birthday then after that graduation day. days had been hard to past before that.those emo feelings are back to hunt me. i don't know why but im freaking stress. i couldn't imagine my life without friends. or else i think i'll be crazy. and i seriously realize that people around me is really good in drama sometimes.i don't know why i'll say it in this way but i just think so. sorry,if i said something not nice but is the truth. *sighs* currently at dad's place.only place that i can get fast connection and a perfect laptop. and frankly now i miss him ♥ & always will.

maine♥

22 August

2010-08-22T00:13:00.002+08:00

hey readers.
finally back on track. its been a month away from blog due to my laziness ( ;
i am not really fine nowdays as trials is just around the corner & tons of things happened. i don't really wanna mention it right now. hmmm , let's start back with last month. LEO club finally had a formation day which falls on the 24th July at Holiday Villa , Subang Jaya. its a pretty awesome event though. the rawr-ness from every representative from different schools or colleges. we have a code dress for the night and its a black tie event.as you can see i posted all the pictures in my facebook. seriously it was my first time wearing so lady like. * LMAO* other than that 5D and 5S had a visit to Taylor's College at Sri Hartamas for some kind of free speech for after SPM intake courses. we have games and all.really enjoyed as in the whole class never been together before. one of the best day ever. oh , i finally get to drive around myself. yeshhh! gain the trust from brother. *hahahaha* and i would like to have a few short shout out about few things >>>>

1. well , lately its been some misunderstood going on. i know i am being over reacted sometimes but i hope that you could realize that your attitude towards me sometimes was too much that you don't even realize when you're pissed. i don't wished that it will ruin our friendship but i am really sorry as i don't feel like old times anymore.its really hard for me to open my mouth sometimes as i don't wanna argue with you. cause i know it won't be much better. if you see this i don't mean anything but it really hurts everytime i talked about it. i'll just apologize for what i did wrong all these time. i am sorry!

2. some things changed between both of us because of me. you and i know the reason why it changed. but i hope that this doesn't effect our friendship. i can't predict what's gonna happen next but i wish that you won't ignore me. i can't afford to lose another friend.lastly i just want things to go back to normal.

3. as you know its been some time we never talked. and i am sorry for last time. and now we are back to friends.i feel glad for that. the past between us should really wipe out and no more anger or hatred on each other.

above shout out is to 3 person who i had issues with lately. somehow i know it might be the same but i really,really hope that it will change. please grant my wish.

maine♥

2 July

2010-07-02T22:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY PEEPS ( :
SPECIALLY TO :
KAH FAI
&
HAFIZ ( :
enjoy your birthday and have a great blast boys. all grown up.
i am finally back to blog. its been a great and awesome week. had lots of fun. well , cheer 2010 is just around the corner. OH MY GEEE! i can't wait. feel damn exciting about it. i don't know why. EVERYONE ------ STOMP , CHEER , FIGHT!
meanwhile , september and october having trials till SPM. serious shit i don't know when should i prepare. 3months non-stop exam , i think i'll be insane when all this starts.
oh god , help me! just a little short update. nothing much is in my mind now.

maine♥

21 June

2010-06-21T16:29:00.002+08:00

hey peeps.
its school day ( : but i never go today cause my its driving test today! woke up real early this morning to prepare and to avoid from jam. reached to ss2 pretty early.uncle reached at 7.05am and we moved ahead to driving school. my quee number is 18 ♥ lucky number. coincidence i got same day test with Everett ( : he's number 9. at least still got people teman. i was freaking nervous , it feels like my heart almost drop off. it pounds really hard. when its my turn that moment i was cursing. the first thing to do is go up to the bukit . i kept on remember what my instructor told me. i keep on reminding myself to be confident and chill. finally when it comes to my turn. i did it absolutely GREAT. i was damn relief after getting down from the bukit. my pressure went down to the bottom right away.after that went for parking and 3 point turn. everything went smooth and nice. in 3 days time my "P" license will be out. im hyperly happy. the whole thing ended earlier so i called my bro to fetched me and Everett. i dropped him at Centerpoint and i followed my bro to Jalan Bukit Laut for his roadshow. it was pretty fun anyway. Well , that's like a prostitude nest with ugly prostitude. serious not joking. they're like maid. *hahahhah* later on , dropped by at bro's house then headed home. im sleepy but i just couldn't sleep yet. anyway , thats all for today . will update soon.

maine♥

17 June

2010-06-18T00:10:00.002+08:00

hello amigos!
had great day today with Miss Mendyyy ♥
watched Toy Story 3 . it was awesome . quite a lot people today although holidays is gonna end real soon. a lot of movie i wanna watched which is :

Sex And The City 2
The Haunting Lover
23rd June - Knight And Day
The Legend Is Born - IP Man
24th June - Frozen
1st July - Triple Tap
7th July - Despicable Me
8th July - Predators
Eclipse
14th July - Inception
15th July - Street Dance
29th July - Cats And Dogs - The Revenge Of Kitty Galore
28th July - Salt
4th August - Jonah Hex
5th August - Repo Men
11th August - Grown Ups
Heroic Detective
13th August - The Expendables
19th August - 22 Bullets
25th August - The Last Airbender
26th August - Step Up 3
Stool Pigeon
9th September - Resident Evil - Afterlife
23rd September - Agora
24th September - The Eagle Of The Ninth
6th October - The Switch
7th October - Sammy's Adventure : The Secret
13th October - The Other Guys
21st October - Amphibious
27th October - Takers
3rd November - Megamind

thats all anyway , way too much to go ( : hopefully i could make it for all the movies i listed.
wish me luck. after all this movie time to study * hahaha*
thats all for today. oh ya , there's some birds picture taken today but then some other day i'll post up. its late now , got to sleep . nightss ♥

maine♥

15 June

2010-06-15T22:45:00.003+08:00

hey bloggers

its been a while i never update my post. a little dead in here
its second week of holidays. pretty bored , nothing much to do lately just doing the same old thing like usual. go for driving lesson , shoppe , sleep , watch tv , revise some subjects , eat and do something lifelessly at home. anyway , today is 15/06 which means i've been SINGLE for accurately for one year. every single past is just haunting me for so long. finally the pain and all the sorrows end . im glad that my life turns back normal after the day my heart get stabbed ! well , is just a lesson for me . never trust the person you loved the most but oppositely they'll deceived you deeply. the reason im posting this, is not that im trying to say i could't let go or hoping for second chance. is just that i felt better after saying it. you people may not know or understand how does it feels like when your heart got stabbed by thousand times in it but i know how i felt for myself . being enemies is better than friends. i could't pretend like nothing happened before and it will never be the same. so what if im stubborn , not understanding and all ? don't think you're so GREAT being fake. ( : well , honestly i could't be that way . sorry to say that but i don't care. whether whoever reads this post and whoever im talking about it doesn't matter tho. not blaming not denying not pretending nor not complaining . thats life and it sucks !

maine♥

5 June

2010-06-05T23:03:00.003+08:00

Hey readers ( :
its June ♥
just got back from Chris's pool party at Riana Green.
had lots of fun . pictures not much taken. just few candid might upload some other time. life's moving fine lately. pretty great. well , mid-term ended yesterday. finally two weeks in hell ends. gonna live my life and enjoy till the max in high school. counting down 4months to go till SPM and farewell my friends. couldn't imagine how college life would be?
but who cares about that now other than having great time together ? ( x
what im gonna do now is stop giving a damn on everything that i once cared about except ♥ HIM . not joking not past but presences. no one will know who except me myself. you people don't have to know who it is or wonder who it is cause you'll never know.
*hahahaha* now currently being a mini tour guide. organizing a trip for this year end. hopefully it work out anyway. about the comfirmation of it i'll inform you guys. suggestion for the trips are all welcome and please give me a budget as well. max for the group will be 15 peoples, if possible please don't go all by couples or else it will be bored if we were just seeing you guys cuddling whole day instead of joining us. for more information just come to me and give me suggestion. thankyou!

maine♥

29 May

2010-05-29T16:21:00.003+08:00

hello readers ( :
2 days more to go till June.
which means 4months more to go till SPM!
dooms day is getting nearer and nearer.
currently still having mid-term exam but gonna end soon by next week
well , its wesak day yesterday. attended with mom's buddhist members at Brickfields
went there pretty early luckily not jam but rain pours heavily.
that didn't stop us walking around looking for the flower car.
*hahahaha* we were like garbage plastic walking around
multi colours of garbage plastic humans walking around on the street.
too bad never get to take any pictures of it.
the parade started at 8pm . the whole parade duration tooks 4hours
my arms , feet , leg , thighs and ass are in pain now ) :
but it was a great experience tho. a lot of unknowns helped to carried the banners all the way from the start till the end of the parade. thanks to them or else we wouldn't make it.
the banner is 128 feet long and its freaking heavy. i helped out a while then i walked off to takes pictures. *hahahahah* kept on drinking water but never even once go to toilet.
walked through indian town also. freaking tons of indians standing at the side
some even pluck out those flowers beside the flower car.
these people like never see flowers before. keep on plucking like mad only
if you wanna see those pictures you can view from my facebook
or maybe some taken by the sin chew newspaper reporter
http://photo.sinchew-i.com/node/917
the pictures taken are obviously much more better than those i took for sure (:
and i took some night view pictures of KL.
thats all for today's updates and till the next time.

maine♥

19 May

2010-05-19T16:07:00.007+08:00

what's up readers.
its been a while i never update my blog
not much thing happened for the last past weeks
just the same. but temporary im not working cause the promotion just end and will be having the second promotion again on the 25th May but then i'll be continue till end of May only. another happy news , i finally get my "L" license. very suprisingly i get 3wrongs for my undang test only. ( :
well , this half whole month is exam month. which sucks till the max!
never really study much cause lazy ) :
*hahahaha* another short update for todayyy will be updating soon.

HAAAAPPPPYYYY SEVEEENTTEENNN BIRRTHDAYYY
PAPA JUAN ♥
*SORRY HAVE TO OWE YOU YOUR PRESENT FIRST*

maine♥

4 May

2010-05-04T18:12:00.003+08:00

hello the month of May!
mid-term exam is just around the corner and im still not studying
oh lord, what am i gonna do?
*grrrrrrrrrrr*
i need help in my elective subjects,maths & science!!
anyone can tutor me foc ?
started work on the labour day. whole day fold clothes and day-dream starring at people.
it was a lil bored actually. break for an hour. it was pretty long break.
nothing to do also after eating.
and,and last wednesday. other school's krs came over our school to show us how to march. they're awesome! i just get to snap to pictures. ( ;
thats all for today's update.
-adiosss-

maine♥

25 April

2010-04-26T14:57:00.005+08:00

special sunday.
another tiring day. get to sleep for 4hours then woke up at 5am!
went to buddhist centre then carpool other people's car to KJ(meeting place)
2 buses there and head on our journey once the bus is fulled.
im not sure how long does it takes to Port Klang cause i was sleeping.
the bus was pretty noisy. you know , those aunty and uncles chit-chatting like in morning market ! ( : once we reached there the lamma's started to chant and all of us too.
it was extremely hot and my back its wet like kena splash by water.
they were doing some ceremony after that the boats were here and they carry up some things they need. the sky is blue.great thing and great scene.
im the photographer of the day with 3 cameras.
my own camera , mom's camera and one of the lamma's camera.
i love taking scene and dislike taking humans.
its really interesting compared to other life liberation at other places that i've been.they even bought 2 tons of "si ham & balitong " to free it.
i'll be uploading some pictures in facebook.
the whole thing we're doing its really great. anyone wanna join can let me know.
im sure you won't regret joining. till next time for the updates.

maine♥

24 April

2010-04-26T14:14:00.005+08:00

HAAPPPYYY BIRTTHHDAAYYYY TOOOOO ALL THE BIRTHDAAYYY BOYYYSSS
IAN*
LIM*
AEREN*
MELJYN*
thanks for the great pool party ( :
24.04.10 ♥
saturday morning went for car's kursus at segambut
woke up 6am then waited for brother to fetch me over ss2 to take transport there.
actually it takes only like 20minutes to be there but then transporter have to picked up
other students. so took 1hour plus to reached there.
once we reached our destination we went for registration then went in to the class.
i thought once we entered in the class the lesson will start but then waited for almost 2 hours sit there like an idiot only they start. i was bored like shit there!
even the lecturer is bored. *skip some part*
the kursus ends at 4.30pm then transporter fetched us back to ss2. then i walked over to mcd to meet kenmin. i seriously hate waiting . it seems like the whole day just waste time do nothing. after that went over his house his dad fetched us there.
everyone gathered and ate. some of them were swimming and some were cam-whoring and some were doing something else.*hahaha*
reached home 12.15pm sharp. packed my stuff and showered.
slept at 1am if im not mistaken.

22 April

2010-04-22T20:16:00.003+08:00

the thing that hurt the most that i`ve been through
* its not my heart break
* not being dumped
* not being fooled
* not being cheated
* not being honest to me
* not being sincere to me
* not screwing me
* not bothering me
* not caring about me
* not being there for me
but . . knowing the truth of everything
thats the most hurtful thing that its hard for me to accept
i just don't have the courage to face it
sometimes its really unfair
the only thing to runaway from these is :
'Don't put too much hope on something that won't even happen!'
i tried having high hope before but at the end my hope just vanish in a second.
sometimes its better know nothing than everything.
) ;

maine♥

20 April

2010-04-20T20:06:00.004+08:00

First of all I would like to wish someone a Happy,Happy 17th Birthday.
Mr.Sasi aka Brownie ( :
well , i got to thank him for being very kind to me for not smacking me everytime i smack him like crazy! then thank him for listening to all my shit , thank him for being a dumb ass with me , and thank him for being sarcastic.
although we always have a fight,quarrel or argument but at the end of the day we`ll still talk back to each other. and the dumbest part is the confession room we created.
but now currently renovating . *hhahahahaha*
hmmmm , last wish to you. just do whatever you feel like doing. i can't help or give you opinions all the time. but then if you need me im just next to you. (cause im sitting next to you) XD

maine♥

18 April

2010-04-18T22:45:00.004+08:00

hey readersss ( :
had a great blasting saturday and sunday.
saturday celebrated wei sin's early birthday at curve redbox with the whole gang
yen
ying
liang
justina
mei
peiyi
william(j's friend)
anson(sin's bf)
sang till 4.30pm then plan on next round. but unfortunately heavy rain and mean while we were waiting for hong the latest and slowest person.
no one can decide where to go so wasted almost half an hour time just to think where to go. few person suggested few places but ended up going
Shah Alam ( I-City). went there at 9pm and reach there around 9+ but then a little jam.when we got the parking and head to the main place its already 10pm. that place was awesome and those people who loves christmas that will be the best place.
deco's theme seems like christmas feel ( :
and a very romantic place for couples too and windy!
cam-whore a lot. all the pictures will be uploaded in my facebook.
after that speed home and reach at 11.15pm. luckily mom never scold.
>>>>>the next day activities<<<<<< 18.04.10
woke up early this morning. had my shower and all. mom left home early so i have to walk to school. i was taking my own sweet time walking there.
while walking felt the wind blew. ( :
the moment i reached to school it seems empty. i thought it was cancel but then when i walked nearer some people were sitting there.*hahahaha*
the bus arrived at 7.30am. reached there at 8am and registered then we enter in the hall.
it was pretty fun anyway.my first time attending seminar.
niu went so he sat at my left and theng sat at my right. the starting part was okay.
very suprising that im not sleepy at all during the whole seminar.
the main motif we go seminar it seems like gaining weight. we had 4 breaks and they gave us food everytime we break. it seems a little insane tho. we eat we sit we listen we eat again . the whole thing is just repeating. well , cut some crap. when it nears the end the host got crazy! he was standing on top of the front table. got a picture of him ( :
he was screaming and all. we were all cheering. the best part of the day and lim joined in.
another pyscho part. essay indian lecturer was pretty good. at least i could understand what he says after all. funny too. not that bored so at the end of the day its counted a great experience of attending my first seminar. no regrets going (x
off i go ! ..

maine♥

16 Arpril

2010-04-16T21:03:00.006+08:00

hey peeps. some interesting update today.
took some of weird pictures from guinness world record`s book.
its damn freaking awesome man! salute these people who have natural gifts.
and the toppest one is mr.chris ong`s driving speed to airport. ( :
it was freaking bored so this is just a random post actually. *hahaha*

maine♥

9 April

2010-04-09T19:43:00.003+08:00

hellooo.
went to school today. it was freaking bored ) :
cause teachers got meeting during the first period so no pjk.
studies are like usual. pn.kee nag here and everywhere.
after school went over ou to meet up with seendi.*my darling*
went over wongkok makan then i went to look for job.
after that hyper around. great day anyway and hopefully i`ll get the job!

wish me luck!

maine♥

8 April

2010-04-08T16:37:00.002+08:00

hey peeps.
i am back ( :
woke up at 5am today and skipped school today
Chris came over my house at 6am and head to airport.
it was a last farewell with Kelvin ) ;
not sure how long will he be there but hopefully he will come back as soon as possible.
ah pa needs your company. people who went was :
me
chris
ian
jen
sern
lim
we went there damn freaking early but Kelvin came late. everyone looks dead and tired.
some of them never slept whole night and some woke up at 4am.
it was my first time sending a friend tho. felt like crying but try not to let it flow.
don't want to make others cry also ( :
well , anyway back to school things. kena warning letter for not attending to school for 17days include extra classes. WTF?! i think i am the only one who absent a lot.
but then i don't give a damn on it. the thing i got to do is be more in school. after around like trial i will skip again. and now my eyes is going to close.
i think i am gonna off till another day.

maine♥

5 April

2010-04-05T22:18:00.002+08:00

love`s like a fraction which is complicating and confusing
no matter what method you use to solved ,
its never gonna give you a answer that you agree with
the more you try to avoid , the more will gives you trouble
its always bothering you anytime , anywhere just non-stop
things just never stops turning round and round
we just have to face the fact of truth
and stop lying to yourself when dreams will not come true
love can be something wonderful and also torturing. ) :

maine♥

29 March

2010-03-30T18:56:00.002+08:00

Don't lose temper easily
Don't get mad when you talk to people
Just speak in a reasonable way , and don't get upset
Use reason to persuade people , rather than threatening them with anger
Temper is smelly , not fragant
As soon as you blow your top , you start to stink
When you scold and nag at people in anger , it's as if you`re releasing a foul odor

hmmm.these are all buddhist teaching as I read through those books lately.
and sorry for not updating for the past few weeks cause lazy to turn on the comp (:
just a short update for today.

maine♥

15 March

2010-03-15T00:39:00.002+08:00

what's up people.
i am super duper happy cause bin finally got a broadband and i could online!
~yayyy~ no need to go starbucks anymore.
well , a little short update here . went outings with :
- amanda -
- mendy -
- ian -
- sasi -
- bran -
- nick -
movie of the day was suppose to be " Alice In The Wonderland " but then full house!
so ended up wathcing " Remember Me " . the beginning part was pretty bored but then in the middle till the end its good ( :
Robert Pattinson the vampire its in the movie. ~smoking hottttt~
duration of the movie was 2 hours 15 minutes i think if im not mistaken.
after that head on to pizza milano for dinner , oh oh oh before that i was walking around to look for kelvin`s clothes. guys clothes are hard to find. *grrrrr*
the sizes are like damn weird then finally ended up in WH and got 2 nice ones.
*finally* then after that everyone leaving then called bin to picked me up.
reached home on comp listen to songs then went shower then went out.
teman bin makan then after that went over to Asia Cafe , Subang.
before that in the morning went to see acupunture cause something wrong with my waist there. that doct pokelike 8 needles on my lower body and i could feel the pain just at the part that was wounded. take half an hour time there then went off . then when the night is falling we went for feet massage . *hahahaa* bin went for full body massage for an hour.
* damn shiock * that guy massaging for me its from China. goddamnit! he looks damn horny when he`s massaging my feet. i was like " WTFFFFF " he looks enjoying man.
luckily got tv and i got my phone there teman me to stop looking at that guy man.
feels damn wrong you knowwww! cause its like just me and him in the room for an hour. he chatted with me a while then off we go continue massaging. ( :
reached home at 2am . if mom`s home she will call.
just when im making my medicine kelvin called to pick up his clothes and chris fetched him over. they came around like after half an hour im home. thankgod i haven't sleep yet or else i don't think i`ll pick up his call.
anyway , today whole day stayed at home sleep and do nothing. and tomorrow will be another lonely day (x
off to go till the next time peeepsss

maine♥

12 March

2010-03-12T15:55:00.002+08:00

hey peeps!
its holiday ( : happy ?
i`ve been staying at home whole day for the last 2 days and its super duper bored like shit.
exam sucks! failed two subjects and i think the other subject i might fail as well.
OH MY GEEEE! what am i suppose to do man ?
i super lazy but i wanna pass my exams. *sigh*
how i wish im genius. *LMAO* (day-dreaming)
but then right i've been spending a lot too.seriously shoppe till i drop!
waht to do i see whatever is nice i just buy. can't control.
mom knows i've been spending a lot and she grumbled but i just ignore.
don't worry lar.i`ll work back for the money i spend. everything is gonna be fine anyway.
no worries. what am i gonna do for the whole week anyway? not much plans!
just stay at home only. bin urge me to study and this first term exam im so not gonna tell him.. i`ll make an improvement this mid term or else im dead meat!!
*arrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhh*
gonna streessss soooonnnn. *hhahahahah*
currently now in theng`s house. she`s watching bleach and im online-ing ( :
wait till next update ya!
ciaozzzzz~

maine&hearts:

6 March

2010-03-06T12:41:00.002+08:00

pickaboooo ( :
dear readers , sorry that i did not update for the last past Feb due to some reasons.
well , i am back today for last few weeks events.
for the whole week of CNY celebrated with mom`s family at Lukut , Seremban
stayed there for 2days 1night . didn't really do anything there just chill-laxing.
on the first day after early dinner went over to the beach. me and bin went soaking for a while. the beach were full with indians. all black black ( x
the sea water there not really clean tho. kinda dirty , cause after we get up from the water
our bodies were kinda itchy . nothing much after that then went back.
then the second day mom,aunt and uncle went over Malacca and i accompany bin to his girlfriends uncle`s place to pay a visit. the house was pretty tradisional style.
but it was damn freaking hot cause their roof are made of zinc.
sat there for an hour plus then went straight to Malacca to find mom.
slept in the car half way there ( :
reach to Malacca around one hour. it was a terrible jam there. got stuck jam there almost half an hour. then finally got to find mom and head back to KL.
reached to Seremban highway , jam there for 2 an a half hour. OMG!
luckily i am not the one who is driving. cause bin drive half way felt like sleeping.
*hahahahahah* reached back home at 6pm + then got shower and everything
then get to bed and sleep. that was the CNY plan for 2days.
then on the third day went to Genting for the "Life Liberation" like as usual but normally is at Ulu Yam but this time special a bit. woke up damn early then reached to main office.
went up there with a damn freaking van. kinda scary sitting in there anyway.the doors are not safe at all.it might open anytime but itself. it was fun anyway get to help doing things and photo snapping everywhere. i am not gonna upload here cause it takes kinda long time. if u wanna see it just go to my facebook. went up 3times a week and do the same thing. at least i don't have to stay at home alone do nothing.
the following week was just fine except somethings happened but that was just a confession made by me. but now was okay already. so just ignore it.
exam just started last monday 1/3 . it was damn suck! i am gonna fail at least half of the subjects. i wonder if bin knows i am dead. he`s gonna kill me for that.
anyway , next wed is the last day and after that 1 weeks holiday.
this year is like another slumber year of nothing. SPM is still counting down.left 261days and i am still relaxing. *hahahahahhaaha*
well , people good luck for the next 3 days paper.
will be updating soon ( :

maine♥

26 February

2010-02-26T16:18:00.002+08:00

hey peeps ( :
sorry for not updating anything recently cause couldn't get to online.
but then today is just a short update since i am in cybercafe now!
or else i got to walk over to centerpoint again.
well , exam is just in two days and i am still chill-laxing doing nothing
thats me the last minute ones. *hehehe*
anyway , would like to wish my big brother binnyyy
HAAPPPPYYY 23RD BIRTHDAYYYYYY!
enjoy your birthday with your loves ones happily ya.
all the best. *mwahsss*
i think i`ll update in another time.

maine♥

8 February

2010-02-08T16:09:00.002+08:00

hahahahha *
randomly updating today`s post.
nothing much to say but then im swinging upside down ( :
whatever i wished before not even one of it happen so feel kinda f***** up!
how i wish i could meet tooth fairy.
anyway , having a assignment now for english oral presentation.
searching through about saving mother earth which includes
global warming
pollution
3R
i think im gonna take whole day to finish the whole proper essay or script.
people who in my group work out something to get grade A for this!
damn im suck at this freaking editing. well , i think i got to continue doing my work from doing other things.
till the next time peoplessss *mwahssss*

maine♥

6 February

2010-02-06T15:18:00.003+08:00

hello there peeps ( :
its saturday afternoon. weather looking good.
never work today cause body aching everywhere. sorry Jib & Levis.
i know today is saturday and its gonna be busy but then i never show up.
my right shoulder hurts and pretty tired.
you know what people. im always thinking of what results im gonna get for spm when im not putting any effort in study. the thing i do in school is usually sleep or chit chatting around
i don't really have the heart to study. i seriously don't know why and what happen to me.
all i want is sleep ! WTF right?
my mind is turning upside down and i feel like giving up everything.
*ggggggrrrrrrrrrrr*
frustrating larrrr! will continue till the next update. don't know what to type already.
brain jamming now. ( x

maine♥

5 February

2010-02-05T13:35:00.004+08:00

hey peeps (:
its been long time i never update my blog.
sorry for that ya cause i`ve been busy lately so can't get to online.
yea , anyway im shifting house to BU7.
after chinese new year i`ll be staying there for a year. then after a year and high school life ends and i`ll be shifting away again. which means might be some where far from pj area.
i really hate that tho but i got no choice or nothing can really change the fact too.so just leave it that way till it gets the best of the best. i really wish everything settles as soon as possible. its really heart aching to see everything gone worst.
well , as i go through the whole busy week i realize something that is i can actually take care of my own self just that my family thinks i can't . i even drove the car over to the new house to drop by my stuff so its nothing difficult for me. ( :
i finally can do things on my own without anyone`s help.im all grown up! *LOL*
anyway , during the treasure hunting around my mom`s stuff i found something cool.
its a trip booking receipt to phuket--->langkawi and make sure you check on the year.
its really shiock-ing when i see it. im actually only 2 years old. i didn't know i went thailand before till i saw the receipt. i even looked back at some old pictures.
really miss those days. although i can't remember any of it but looking back at those pictures is really great and it actually makes me cry. i know is kinda weird if i said this.
i actually cried and laughed while looking all those pictures. the damn whole thing is complicating. just pretend like nothing happen but i know deep in my heart its forever there.
hmmmm . im always wondering what will i be in 5 years time ? any idea ?
well,well about high school life seriously getting lots of fun but something is missing.
i`ve been ignoring shawty for a week after the slapping incident happened.
i was damn mad at him yet i felt guilty for not talking to him. he`s been asking for forgiveness for a week. but then im not sure whether is he faking it or what so ever.
i lost 2 friends once and i wish i won't do it again. my mood swings a lot recently.
i`ve been really upset , frustrating and worried a lot nowdays.
i don't even know what the hell am i thinking about. i feel damn tired. feel lazy to do everything. even saturday and sunday im still working. but then at least i can do something than doing nothing. wil be continue tuition after chinese new year.
im gonna be a panda soon. *hahaha* but who cares after chinese new year i`ll be refreshing myself again. and to those people who actually reading my blog and what im gonna say is
I MISS SHAWTY ! i mean it . even if he knows i don't care.
cause nothing to hide.ohoh , don't simply think something else. i missss him as a friend who always bullys me and argues with me ( :
im here to apologize to him for ignoring him. you know although is his fault for slapping me like a mad fellow but i was not really in a mood that day. is just annoying sometimes lar.
he`s like mosquito flying around buzzing non-stop.thats really challenging my patients you know. i dislike it when im not in a mood. i know i can't stand for not talking to shawty cause its really bored. *hahahahahaha*

maine♥

20 January

2010-01-20T19:50:00.001+08:00

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.

♥ ♥ BB

maine♥

18 January

2010-01-18T21:39:00.002+08:00

all I ever wished that my nightmares will end
the sorrows and pain that everyone had been suffering all this years
I just want everything to be fine and to make everyone happy
but after all is just lies
everyone is hiding from the truth till everything gone nuts
things went out of control
every night i think of it my tears started to roll down non-stop
I just couldn't pretend anymore that im happy
its so hard to hold back all those hard times
those nights were the worst thing happened in my life
nothing is gonna changed if no one make a right and fair decisions
thats the only way to end all the pains we all been through
we all are getting stronger day by day
and brothers don't worry about me
I can take care of myself
although I seems a little soft and cries easily
but i`ll be strong! I will . . trust me
its time to stand up for our rights!

maine♥

16 January

2010-01-16T23:59:00.002+08:00

hey peeps ( :
first of all i would thanks everyone that attended my birthday and peoples who wished me!
thank you so x10 much &heart;
the best night ever with you guys.
went over Curve, Vivo Restaurant for dinner. most of them i invited has attend.
happy enough (: then my four special guest
seendi
wailoon
kahfai
henry
anyway , sorry if you guys are bored or anything. after dinner everyone was camwhoring.
i didn't really take much pictures actually.but mostly are just candid not taken by myself.
the photographer of the night mendy & wanjie ( : tag me those pictures in FB ya!
don't forget. i`ll keep it as memories and might be frame it after washing those pictures.
just love you guys so much. i seriously had lots of fun. thats the outings that i ever wished for. birthday me didn't have any wish for this year cause no matter what i wished for is not gonna come true so just let it be.just hope that all my sorrows will all fade off and start a brand new life without sadness. i just wished to stay happy whole year.
it has been a GREAT year of beginning so it will till end of the year.
sometimes things meant to be remain silent and its better not to mentioned.

specially thanks to
chris
meljyn
zhiyong
yuehsern
ian
aeren
chongming
chonglim
lianjuan
weijiun
weiliang
aeren
everett
kelvin
kenmin
wanjie
mendy
elaine
amanda
huikwan

maine♥

10 January

2010-01-10T20:50:00.003+08:00

hey peepss ( :
im extremely excited today that i get to meet MR Russell Lee the author of the best singaporean ghost stories. got lots of his pictures. guess what? i even got his autograph.
im so gonna frame it.
* before the whole russell meeting*
went over to curve with teddy & dee.
walked around while waiting for teddy both of us went for a little shopping.
finallyyy got my birthday dress. im loving it ♥
we were having lots of fun today.and its also the best day ever.
after all the walking and pictures went back to ou and watched paranormal activity.
OMG! damn fucking scary.you people should go watched it and im sure you`ll scream your lungs out. anyway , i`ll be helding a birthday party next week at curve.well , hopefully everything goes well.just hope that won't be over budget or else im screwed! ) :
6 days to go till the big day!

maine♥
10/01/2010

Photos Update (:

2010-01-05T15:08:00.005+08:00

hey peeps (:
im back again with this few pictures with mr wilson tan & his family.
well , im here to wish him
HAPPY EARLY SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY!
and thanks to his parents that always invite me along to any party they held.
*mr , i got your present already will give you soon when i see you*
anyway , yesterday was pretty frustrating.
can't get free books this year just because all books are not returned.
some bastards stole my books and yet teacher expect me to pay back 9 books of money
if like that i rather buy my current 6 books that i needed to use.
seriously SPBT teacher is damn irresponsible. she should check the serial number on the text books. if she did that way i bet a lot of them would surely don't have to pay for no reason! just like me. god damn im pissedddd.
after school went over ou to check out whether can get or not but unfortunately only ikano,popular have those text books.so took cab over and only cost me 5$ so worth it.
walked around and got one hoodie which is really comfy. got my text books but only 2 but at least better than none. around 6pm + wanted to go back to ou so went over to asked the taxi man.the moment i asked him i want to go ou he just simply charged me 15$.
WTFFF@!$#%$^%*&($!@$#@%$@%
why so expensive? is so damn freaking near and you want to charge me 15$ ?
god damn it! i rather walked back so did i. walked there till around 8pm + bin came over and fetched me for dinner.after dinner reached home prepared for school and went to bed.
koko will start tomorrow and that sucks!
will update soon.

maine♥

3 Jan 10

2010-01-03T19:54:00.002+08:00

hey peeps!
finally its a brand new year (:
well , yesterday was my last day working , feeling good.
anyway , attend to wilson`s early birthday party at neway with his family.
all his little cousins were singing michael jackson`s song.
cool right? all of them sang without out of tune just nice
no screaming no mumbling
*hahaha* no pictures were taken by me cause his family and friends capture all
will post those pictures once i get it! wilson,if you see this what im gonna say is ....
YOUR FAMILY ROCKS! not joking but seriously they`re damn nice.
its not my first time hanging out with his family too.kinda lot of time already.
they all are just cool parents,aunts and uncles. not like those old era type of peoples.
and tomorrow is gonna be the first day of school again. *hahaha*
my motto of this year is gonna be " new year, new start & all old history are wiped out"
its gonna be a tougher year for me to stand on myself.
*aaaaaaaaaarrrrrgghhhhhhh*
counting down for my 17th birthday! im all grown up peoplesss!
<3 LMAO
see you guys in school tomorrow.

maine♥

December 29

2009-12-29T23:51:00.002+08:00

well , left 2days and its gonna be a brand new year
left 4days for me to work
and farewell to my colleagues ) :
after that here comes school reopen!
stress days are coming all over again.
anyway , nothing much for me to miss during the school holidays
just been busy working for the whole months of holidays
nothing to plan for or go wild before school reopen tho.
just a casual outing with some close friend from everywhere not just school friends.
wheeee ~ can't wait to get driving license.
just can't wait ( :
and another thing is no matter is a new year or what so ever
everything stays the same like old times.
friends friends
enemies enemies
thats it!
till the next time --------- ciaoz

maine♥

2009-12-23T18:00:00.002+08:00

i miss everything once happen in my life before
since 1994 - 2009
it seems like everything has change
happy moments with someone special is always the fastest to fade
sometimes i wish i never had those days before
memories always stays in my mind no matter what
it feels so pain to recall all those days when nothing left beside
i hate it whenever i think of it cause it makes me cry all in sudden
i just couldn't control it . ) ;
i just wanna have a great life this coming year 2010
may all my pains and sorrows wash away without any regrets

maine♥

December 23

2009-12-23T17:56:00.002+08:00

December 22

2009-12-22T17:44:00.003+08:00

hey peepss ( :
im back for blog after one week plus.well first of all let's start on the December18 which is Fiona's birthday.that day worked in Teddy Tales so my time to break is kinda flexible.
Mendy came over OU too so we all lepak together till my break ends.
i was rushing like crazy that day just to meet up with them. luckily just late for few minutes.
that sucker from Curve, came over already. seriously hate her like shit.
"muka macam beruk je!" can't stand every single thing she does.
served her right worked for so long till now still training supervisor, if is wasn't her friend who promoted her i think she'll never even had the chance with that kind of fucked up attitude! get a life BITCH!
anyway , just forget about her.
for the whole last week just been busy working not much outings.
except hanging out with my darling ms di. ( : about yesterday`s outings was Genting with her,her boy & Henry! they all came over to fetched me after work. then went over MCD to eat.sat there a while then we start on our journey.i was playing the ds all the way there.
hmmm.reached there at 12am then parked the car near the theme park. walked all the way to starbucks was damn freaking cold like frozen stick. luckily never wear half quater pants or else it will be more freaking cold. all of us were jumping around like jakuns.
walked quite sometime and finally reached after that. sat outside till 3am the more it gets later it gets more cold.i was giggling there and it feels like my heart is squeezing.
free air-cond for a night.*hahahah*
then after all the drinkings went back to the car.slept at the car is wasn't really comfortable anyway.its too hard to sleep on it. another embarassing thing is some nature that can't be controlled made me do it in the parking lot infront of a car.it was like almost half of the bottle water. too bad no one wants to teman me to walked over to toilet cause is too freaking cold and winds blow damn strong. took few minutes nap in an hour then finally sunrise everyone woke up and the moment we step out from the car the wind blows like taufan! can't even walked properly.giggle more that time and its raining too.
hate it! so can't play anything and ended up just walking around.
after that drove down slowly cause today is damn misty. reached to pj at 12pm+ then went over OU to catch a movie. watched "AVATAR" for 2hours+ then after that went over to wongkok for lunch i think.hahaha. didn't stayed there long cause everyone was really tired.
meet up with mom and left at 5pm. and now im here online-ing and updating my stuff yet i don't feel sleepy yet.will be continue soon on the next time.
prepare to party till you drop in the Christmas Eve & New Year Eve!
ENJOY!

maine♥

December 15

2009-12-15T15:49:00.004+08:00

hey peepss (X
get another chance here to update my blog again.
well , stayed over at seendi's house yesterday.at first her boy suppose to fetch me over but then he got something to do so ended up second bro fetched me over.
reached her house near 11pm. the very first thing i did once i reached her house is take a shower. after my shower then chit chatting. played with her nintendo ds. fun sial!
i almost played it for 2hour plus. both of us were really hyper.
chatted back primary schools memories.it was funny tho. *hahaha*
later around 12am went out yumcha.me,seendi,her boy and kf.
sat at ming tien till 2am then ciao home.at first both of us were thinking to sleep but ended up talking crap till 6am! whole night never sleep.
yesterday was like 24hours never had a proper sleep. early in the morning wake up for work then after that never sleep at all till next day. seriously a lilttle crazy.
woke up early this morning too cause she have to take her text books.after taking it went back to her house to wait for her boy.then we left the house at 12pm
went over centerpoint mcd for breakfast. then started our journey to KL
it took kinda long for us to reached there cause i showed wrong direction.
* people i am sorry for that , especially that person who drives*
skip some part anyway.reached to our destination really early so walked around.got sharpie marker pen for 6 only cost RM7.90. seriously damn cheap.
and bought another hand cream.vaseline) after some walked finally the shop we wanted to see stuff has open. looked around but then all those i want look big and i doesn't really like it. choose almost half an hour and finally made decision so choose a way more smaller ones than the others. well , i am sorry i am not supposed to post the picture due to some reasons. i was kinda happy that i get that. seendi got the heart shape ones and i got the round shape ones. hopefully it works.
i need to save money start from today onwards or else i am gonna be broke!
somebody help me stop spending! ) ;
and thanks for the fun night darling.
will update soon.

maine♥

DEcember 7

2009-12-07T14:38:00.003+08:00

Bonjour everyone!
its December. the month which christmas falls on.
i am still working hard even fun times is coming.
well , days have been the same everyday. but i just feel like updating my blog
since is been a week again i never update anything.
okay here we go ~
the pack of nasi lemak and a cup of bubble tea would be my breakfast for the day.
it was bored anyway.was having it at arena food court alone.
is really early i went over to work when suprisingly i found out that i am working in the afternoon shift and that bitch is there.so i just walked around to pass time.when she`s here is really gonna be lifeless.i`ve been sms-ing from morning till night.not much customer too so thats gonna be great for me to sms.
and some so called good / bad news is i got my extra one day off on the 23/12
actually i requested for 23/12 & 24/12 but then it changes it early one day.
but then i don't mind for that.cause i actually need extra one day off to chill at home.
got my salary 2days before. spend kinda lot. and my very first time buying perfume for my mom. but then till today i haven give it to her yet. ( :
i like the packaging tho. the smell of it is damn freaking nice and is almost slighty same as paco! i lovee that weiii ♥ i think i am gonna get paco if is reasonable price.
i like the smell of it a lot.(hehehe)
i think i`ll update soon again when i got my day off. cause i wanna continue reading all my singapore ghost story books.
peace out!

maine♥

November 30

2009-11-30T19:33:00.003+08:00

hey peopless (:
i am back for blog.
first of all i would like to wish my buddy
Mr.Kelvin Wong
HAPPY SWEETSIXTEEN BIRTHDAY & MAY ALL YOU WISHES COME TRUE.
well , as usual working days but yesterday i left early cause need to attend birthday boy`s party at is house. luckily left early and reached there 10pm.
nothing left for me to eat. just soft drinks.a lot of them went for his birthday.

mendy
chloe
jennifer
ian
chonglim
meljyn
liyao
john
zhiyong
chris
lianjuan
nick choong
aeren
everett
weijiun
chongming
yuehsern
hock cheong
xiaoniu
weiliang
zhenming
justin
syazwan

i think thats all those people who attend or maybe still got some.
forgotten about it already. ohya , and one guy but i don't know what is his name.
sat outside chit-chatting with everyone. it was really nice sitting in a group talking crap and laugh together. its been quite some time i never attend to school so i kinda miss talking to them. too bad some of them have to leave early.so we have to cut the cake before 12am ! the whole cutting cake part was really funny.
mendy got the video so i`ll post the video soon when i got it from her blog or facebook. but i got few pictures of the day. after that left few people that are staying over night at his house. later on some of us who staying late went into his mini cinema.the tv was huge.damn nice. all of us were crazying there like nobody`s bisness.i got a pillow fight with Godpapa Ian stupid him damn bad smack my head so badly with the hard pillow. luckily get to revenge. *hahaha* birthday boy`s present was a little funny.guess what he got.

g-string
condom
second-hand item
a soft toy?
mini coin box

the second-hand item was really making everyone laugh. but it still looks new.
so we all were shiock sendiri there. it got kinda late already so i got to go home.
thanks to Godpapa Ian`s mom for fetching me home.reached home before 2am
luckily mom grumble a bit only. (:
anyway , today is the last day of november and welcome december.
christmas is just around the corner and fun time is heating up!!
and after all the fun new year is here! 2010. that will be new year new life and new adventure.
will be update soon (:

maine♥

November 23

2009-11-23T22:44:00.003+08:00

hey peoples ( :
its been a great day today.
woke up early today and went to buddhist center with mom.
after that around 11am went to Jalan Gasing to open a EPF account.
uncle fetched me over there.it took around half an hour then after that went back.mom showed me a video today.
all about human beings killing innocent animals just for their meats & skins.
seriously pity them.they kill these animals alive. most of it slaughter their necks and blood will all splash out like a pipe leaking when they are struggling.
these people nowdays are seriously cold blooded.they`re actually worst than a beast.i couldn't imagined it if i am there for a live show.the worst part of all is fox skin pulled out alive and after that is still moving to live. while i was watching the video i feel like crying and thinking of how lucky we are as a human being living on the earth full with joy and wealth. unlike some unfortunate animals that got slaughter alive when they`re eyes are still open and staring at you!
some of them are infected by disease and inject by poison medicine to be killed faster and easier way. after that all the dead animals will be thrown at an desert island. they kill with no mercy.
people please have some sympathy towards animals and eat lesser meat to reduce animals killing.save the animals and save the earth from brutal treat.
they deserved to be treat same as human beings does. they`re also part of livings in the world. we all live together.
after all those videos i read some buddhist books as usual. then slept for a while.then later on eler brother came and fetched us.
went over OU Sakae Sushi for dinner with his friend.after dinner went over to Jusco to look for his working shoes then left there with ice-cream.
tomorrow and wednesday will be Jusco day , so everyone prepare your wallet and purse full with cash and credit card for the big year end sale.
will be updating soon . .
stay tuned ( :

maine♥

November 18

2009-11-18T14:59:00.003+08:00

heyyo peopless!
finally get to update my blog and facebook.
its really tiring lately cause whole week have to work full time
damn* how i wish in a week i`ll get to work by shift. ) :
anyway , those pictures are taken lately during work. "sugus" is the thing to cure my boredom. ( winks ) one time buy 2 sticks and finish it within few minutes.
nothing really happen recently.this week will be the last week of school and i kinda miss school a little since i`ve been absent for almost 1month if i am not mistaken.
SPM starts today so wish all the FORM5's all the best and good luck!!
owhya , gonna get to watch 2012 tonight after got scolding from my brother!
the time he chosen was supposed to be 9pm + but then it was full by that time.
so i made my decision and bought midnight. he screwed me so badly.
he was like saying that tomorrow i don't need to work is it? or you don't need to work?
everyday also think to have fun only never get things serious.
*grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr* can't say anything that time.was a little pisseeddd out but what to do.
hopefully he`ll stop grumbling when he`s back from work.
*cross fingers* and i think i need new shoes for work.
this current shoe is making my feet stinks and getting some blister under my feet.
the place that hurts like shittt* feel like cutting it but i still got to stand for the next whole month so no choice can't cut it. its year end now .
everyday rains non-stop . ihateit!
today was a little different. woke up early this morning.after shower and done everything went to OU alone.got some BIG APPLE home for breakfast.
sat alone in the living hall watching COPPERHEAD & DEAD SILENCE while folding clothes and sms some people but credit running low.
the rain is getting heavier now but i am still blogging here. (:
by the way do you guys think that i should get new clothes for new year next month or next year?
-signing out-

maine♥

November 10

2009-11-10T16:22:00.002+08:00

loving everyday day by day even without you
sometimes might think of something stupid
but is just a flashback for all.
and its already for months tho but for me is like years past
really wasted a lot of time thinking those days
i am all over it. ( :

maine♥

November 9

2009-11-09T23:38:00.002+08:00

i am back finally (:
its been weeks i never update.working full time lately so no time to update.
working was suck like shit because of this fucking training supervisor.
damn useless yet showing off that she have the power to control us.
seriously feel like resigning because of her.unfortunately she`ll be in the shop for one week.
cause another supervisor`s mom had past away last friday.
OMG! i can't believe that i miss her. hahaha*
wish that she`s in the shop with us.
me and ikin were complaining and showing faces to that bitch
grrrrrrrrrrr* well , forget about her.

life had been great lately hanging out with friends.
been doing great things lately too
club
swim
shoppe
love doing it ♥
hopefully someone will organize something during december.
and last saturday`s canteen day was bored so i decide to go for a swim with dee.
after that went OU meet up with the guys and watched NINJA
funny show.i was laughing non-stop (:
owhya, lots of hots guys hanging around in OU nowdays.
OMG! can't stop looking. *heheheh*
especially those with hot bodies. *faint*
tomorrow will be my off day and my sleeping day. thank god!
but this few days don't feel like working.very tiring.
hmmmm. got to sleep now anyway.
will be update soon a.s.a.p (:

maine♥

November 3

2009-11-03T21:45:00.002+08:00

hey people
feeling moody today.
something stupid happen again yesterday night.seriously damn fucked up.
the whole thing was like people going in and out from my room when i am sleeping.
this week was a tiring week of work. i don't know why.
shop no people.got also just pass by or just take a look.
seriously bored! and another thing , being cashier is not easy.
especially during weekends. you`ll be like duck flapping around counting money and looking at customers. XD
that was the experience i get this year`s working.
not bad also. quite fun.
bad news coming up for next few updates or next year.
wait for updates. hopefully won't happen!
*cross hand*

maine&hearts

October 31

2009-10-31T23:16:00.003+08:00

hey peoplessss (:
is Halloween Day!
got your outfit for the night?
well , working days were really quick. tomorrow will be 2weeks working.
then next week will be canteen day.
was thinking of some plans but then i think its not gonna work out.
is a really bored weekend for me but for some people is fun cause they have planss!
*darn it* i don't have one ) ;
hopefully this year ends quickly and next year will be brand new thing.
i don't want old things already. i want new,new,new!
i think i am gonna have a new style too. hahhahah
that is not gonna be me anymore.if i am not mistaken.
will update soon!

maine♥

October 28

2009-10-28T13:48:00.002+08:00

hey yo. (:
got my second week day off today.good thing
i need a break for my body.
anyway , canteen day is just around the corner. *
yayy. the time we can spend with coupons.
and halloween is coming up too.
anyone any plan?

maine♥

October 24

2009-10-24T16:27:00.002+08:00

hey people! (:
sorry for not updating the blog for the whole week.
been lazy and busy for work.
its not really tiring actually but my feet hurts like shit*
for the first few days just feet but after few days back heels pain.
don't know what`s wrong with my feet. massage it every night but still the same.
ohgoshh! what am i suppose to do? ):
people in the shop i work was so far so good but all also hyper 38.
kena bullied by supervisor and another colleague from mid valley yesterday.
damn it! both of them tickle me and do some other stuff. walao! damn unfair. 2 on 1
but then thats how we pass our time there.
another bad thing is working there is damn freaking bored when there`s no customer.
what i`ll do whole day is just stand there and yawn for thousand times.
nothing much to do there.working time is pretty flexible.
its gonna be a week working tomorrow.cool thing but still got 1 week 2 months to end.
i did something today which is pretty awesome thing for me ♥
im loving it. hope its gonna be totally okay after some time.
can't wait for that. im actually counting down for christmas. i don't know why.
although i don't really have a plan yet but i am counting down when its 1month + away
ohyaa.another thing i need to see a chinese doctor if mom is free to go with me.
my feet nerves is all popping out. kinda uncomfortable actually.
this few nights is really nice to sleep and is chilling too.
well , i had this weird dream yesterday. i don't know why.
not missing you lately but then i just dreamt about you randomly
you`ve been out from my mind for weeks.just couldn't control it sometimes
i see you around i feel fucked up. i know its stupid!
things have been moving on like that so just ignore it like it happens for long time ago
cause nothing is really bothering me now.i do whatever i feel like doing.
thats the best thing ( : hmmm. i am out of topic actually so i`ll just end here.

HAPPY EARLY HOLIDAYS (X

maine♥

October 17

2009-10-17T23:55:00.002+08:00

something really funny lately
i don't know why
just felt that way! ) :
it seems like some so call love relationship was all about.
i think back all those days , months & years
nothing much recall about those times now
i used to think day and night
but now its like nothing. ----blank----
the whole thing was like so dramatic and fake
it was like i am the one who create it happen
nothing was meant to be but fate is in your hands.
sometimes i really hope that i could turn back time to make things right
everything seriously turn upside down this whole damn fucking year 09
and i seriously wants everything to change
i want it to be brand NEW and wipe out all those OLD ones.
nothing really memorable for current
but i miss my old friends ♥
although those days were not really great but you guys are still the BEST!!
learn a lot of mistakes from the past
and improving for the presences (:

whatever sadness , sorrows , heartache , bad days . . . .
i`ve been through it with a litre of tears
that made me realise that actually nothing & no one is tough enough
everyone has their flaws
no one is perfect for somebody
somebody is perfect because they are created
don't think that one person in life could changed you
when you couldn't even sure for yourself
i used to be that way till something & someone actually awaken me
all those fairytales i used to dream was just a lie to myself
well , i am glad that i`ve been stop daydreaming.
giving up hopes & things that don't belong
and no more worries
just do whatever i want it to be.

maine♥

October 16

2009-10-16T21:50:00.003+08:00

hellooo peoples!
another day of outings to OU with ms deeee ♥
had our breakfast at Kluang Station. after that walked over to Curve.
at first we were actually shop a little then at the end search for job(:
we were walking around and chatting non-stop.
my legs are tired! *grrrr* then still got sometime so went to Tesco!
bought a flops there.damn cheap.only cost me RM7.
*hehehe* actually i was thinking to buy a puzzle but then i decide not to buy after i decide to get the flops.cause not much money left.
walked there around an hour , so at the end walked back to OU.
went interview at few shops like Action City & Presents For Them.
our final destination was GIRLS! and guess whattt!
i got HIRED! same goes as ms deeee too.
but then she can't comfirm yet cause she`s a busy women ya know.
i`ll be start working this monday. 2days to go!
i can't wait to work again.money coming in $$$$$$$

maine♥

October 15

2009-10-15T18:48:00.007+08:00

ohhyeaahhh!
finally the two weeks of final exam ends.
its time to haveeee holidays fun that will be "work till you got nuts" (:
the whole week of exam sucks like hell.the beginning of it was okay till the day for mathematics everything gone wrong , cause i was damn lazy and i give up revising.
so i actually just sleep whole day. i just flip around the pages or just stone there doing nothing. it was pretty bored but i am used to it.
well , today after school went OU to meet up with
Fiona,ShuMan,Le'Anne and Boon.
went over to Nichii to look for some clothes.
got one tank top from Nichii then after that went to Miss Selfridge & Padini.
spend most of the time in Padini and finally Le'Anne got her pink top.
around 4pm+ both of the couple went back.so left me,Fiona & ShuMan.
went Forever 21 . bought two sunglasses pouch.
walked around. it was freaking cold too cause it was raining just now.
so around 5pm+ Fiona went back too.left me & ShuMan.
had our sweet dessert at Honeymoon.
coincidentally saw JhiaMei & Andrea.
what a small darn world *LOL*
after that dad called and asked me where am i. annoying weiii~
i just ignore him and lepak till 5.30pm i went home.reached home he`s at the living hall he didn't even say anything.sorry ShuMan for leaving you alone ):
anyway , going OU again tomorrow with ms.dee to look for part time job.
hopefully i`ll get one.desperately to work. don't wanna stay at home!

maine♥

Why Cry ?

2009-10-10T14:36:00.002+08:00

I See A Face In The Mirror That I Just Don't Like
But I Gotta Keep Tellin Myself That Its Alright
Cuz Now Im Older Theres No Sense In Me Crying Cos' Mama Said Am Not Like You
Used To Havin People Say That I Talk Like Him
Dipped Ma Pace And Ma Step So I Don't Walk Like Him
I Don't Know Wat I Found Inside A' Me But Its Got Me Over You

(Why Cry)
Not A Single Letter Or A Single Call From You
(Why Cry)
Am A Stronger Man Now And Its All Because Of You
(Why Cry)
Cuz I Cant Wait On You No More
I Made It Here Without You
So Tell Me Why Should I Cry

October 10

2009-10-10T14:20:00.002+08:00

hey people! ( :
its been week i never update my blog.been busy about exam lately.
3 more days to go till the exam finally overs. ~yesssshhhh~
the moment i am waiting for to ends. all the papers are okie except the subjects that i am sure i`ll fail are * economy,maths and accounts.
currently moral and perdagangan i am not sure yet still have to depends whether the question are hard or easy! perdagangan ends last wednesday
so far so good. accounts this coming monday with pjk.
damn suck man need to take pjk also! ):
anyway , the best day of exam is on thursday which is bm paper1.
it ends during recess so me,niu,ann,chun and jianli went mcd for a chat!
sat there till 1something then after that lepak a while then went back to school!
it was first time after exam we can leave the school
cause usually the teachers will asked us to stay in school but we don't have to
thats good right? i hope every exams also will be the same.
i might can't get to update my blog the often anymore because my stupid computer kane virus and bro`s laptop can't on. so i`ll be online-ing in cybercafe.
i am actually in cybercafe alone now which is in aman suria just downstairs of the buddhist centre. but before that just came back from curve.some uncle and aunty`s from Johor Bharu . so i am their tour guide. walked around almost 2hours then went O'Briens.
it was bored there too.cineleisure under construction.
i don't really like to go there except to get some stuff but just a while.
its another bored weekend but im used to it.

maine♥

October 5

2009-10-05T15:15:00.003+08:00

hey people(:
went to Ulu Yam yesterday for the buddhist society event.
woke up 6.30am in the morning. when everything is done 7am + leave the house
reach to the office then walk around. nothing much to do cause on the Saturday the stuff are all done prepared. there`s 6 burmese workers to help to carry heavy stuff.
waited for other members to gathered together. everyone is so slowly and around 10am + only we headed to our destination.it took just 45minutes. luckily i am sitting in a comfortable car! reached there already then everyone started to shift all the stuff that needed near the river side. well , actually they prepared a lot of stuff. i am not gonna list out cause is seriously a lot. and then i just helped around who needed help so i just lend a hand.the weather is nice tho not hot but a little bit windy cause is under the tree (:
around 1pm people from every where had all gathered together.
soon , the Tibetan Monk was chanting then the whole atmosphere was so quiet.
the whole event is actually " fong sang " which i don't know whats called in english
the chanting is for the souls of everything surround us and also for our family
the chanting took at least for 1hour + and unfortunately i was standing
my legs were tired so i just decide to walked off and look for a place to sleep
sorry being disrespectful actually when i found a place to sit
i fall asleep during the chanting. i am seriously damn sleepy and it was tiring anyway!
then finally at last the chanting is over and it was lunch time. these people asked me to take care of the egg tart stall which i got my deep cut from the stupid clipper. it bleeds like the water flow non-stop till i stick it with plaster. then i almost forgotten my lunch till my mom get me everything. and i can tell you people that all this people are such a effer
they were actually grabbing food like nobody`s business. cause you know all this event is mostly free food,drink and so on. 6 or 7 buses of people from different states.
the worst of all is after the lunch everyone left. WTH! never even helped.
i was helping too but then after that i stopped. i am out of energy so i walked around with the camera and took the mother nature`s greeny view of it. i did that almost for an hour
some pictures couldn't upload cause the resolution is too big.
left Ulu Yam almost 4pm . then went to foodcourt at Megah and walked a while in pasar malam. after that went back to the office. i actually fall asleep when i was sleeping.seriously till today my shoulder`s are damn pain and i got 3 blue blacks on my leg.this morning i couldn't wake up and luckily mom came in to my room. or else i'll skip my malay and english papers. i need a massage!

maine&hearts

Buddhist Centre & Ulu Yam (3/10 & 4/10)

2009-10-05T15:02:00.007+08:00

To A Friend !

2009-10-02T22:30:00.003+08:00

first of all i would like to apologize to those people i offended!
i think you people should know my temper and my attitude
i know i am fucked up sometimes and being mean
but thats the way i am.
i can seriously tell you people that i am still me
just that i`ve been having some troubles lately that cause all my attitude problem.
if you people have a problem with me then you can just don't bothered about me
i am not forcing you to accept the way i am.
secondly, i am not pushing all the blames to other people that thinks i changed
hey friend , i am sorry for the whole 3 months nearly 4 months
for all those conflicts i`ve been through
and thanks for listening to all my craps,predictions and all my shits!!
we both are always having different thinking
everyone have their own thoughts not everyone have to agree in their way
and i didn't think of changing the way you are and follow my thoughts
you are you , i am myself
things have been changing around me and so do you
since there`s new things" around
i am left out all alone . those days we use to have is all GONE!
the talk , the laugh , the lame jokes , the secrets and the whacking part is all GONEEEE!
we are not the way we used to be anymore.
you couldn't stand my attitude ?
i know that
but its been months dude my attitude have been this way and you should know it
i think that not just me the one who changed but you changed too
i am not complaining about anything
i just want you to know that this
" FRIENDSHIP IS TEARING US APART!"
everything is turning upside down.
i`ve lost a friend once and i don't want it to repeat it twice
i hope that you could think about it
and you know we still can have that " confession room" anytime we need it
its open 24/7 !
just hope that everything will turn back to normal
and friend you know that i am not good at talking face to face
and i don't want a argue with you just because of this
i definitely don't want that to happen the most.
its not worth the fight for all this stupid thing
but just a talk (:

maine&hearts

October 2

2009-10-02T22:28:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
SHARON WONG SISTA! (:

October 1

2009-10-01T14:12:00.004+08:00

hey people!
i would like to wish my 8years friend
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY
SEENDI ( :

okay , let's start with my 3days staying at home.
didn't really study actually just a little , it was a really hot week
everyday once i had my lunch usual thing i got to hang clothes and fold clothes
got used to it already this few days. im actually have been insomnia this few days , i tried to do something whole day
just to make myself tired but it didn't really work
everyday i slept 4am in the morning and the next day i`ll have body ache! it happens this morning too. i got leg cramp.
well , anyway i clean my whole room yesterday. i can't believe that i actually collect
papers! wtF! every cupboard i open for sure got papers.
i realise that actually i wasted a lot of papers
so i decide to put them all in a file. and when i clean up my stationary cupboard
i actually have this little eraser collection. i have a lot of them
this is counted little actually compared to last time. im a shopaholic of stationary
and bin name me "ERASER QUEEN" .
*LOL* but then this few years i`ve been reducing stuffs in my room cause its too much
especially papers too. i just took the pictures of those little erasers but those papers i threw everything away and some of those previous exam papers i recycle it! (:
i think i`ll just end here.
Good Luck TO Everyone For Tomorrow & For The Whole Week Final Exams!
:P

maine♥

September 28

2009-09-28T20:18:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MENG KIT (:

hey peoples.
back to school today , it was damn freaking boring
add on something is kinda wrong
but anyway , i don't know what is the problem and things is currently changing
but i am not gonna do anything about it
it might be some misunderstanding or what so ever.
i just hope that this coming up two weeks final exam ends
i am out from school , i rather stay at home than going to school being super duper bored!
finals are coming up. left 3days to go.
still try to remember what i read for history.
hopefully , i could remember when i see those questions.!!

maine♥

September 26

2009-09-26T23:02:00.008+08:00

hey people( :
nothing much to update but just a little bit of introduction about my two little friend
for more detail scroll down to read and some ugly pictures i uploaded
*sorry for that*
and first here`s one of my picture.

here we go about this fellow
i know them from a 4years friend
liannnn.
i meet this two person on the last year
Deevapali`s Day in Genting!
that night was GREAT!!
people who went for the trip i think you guys know that
we all have lots of fun
but not just that night
nowdays , we hang out a lot too
well , this guy was born on 6January1993
i actually name him as "SUGAR CANE" aka Wilson Tan
*no offense* but its the fact
he loves dota-ing i guess
im not really sure about it too
he`s a damn quiet guy who doesn't really talk much or laugh much
owhya , i forgotten that he i actually had another name for him
"MR.RAT"
*buahahahhaha*
(sorrry)
but he can be a great friend yet a bad enemy
*just saying it*
cause everyone is the same right?
this picture was taken on the last year 08 new year eve
at his aunt`s house!
nice house ( :

and here we go for this second guy.
another great guy!
name ? limchinchai aka lcc
weird name right? i know that
but who cares?
born on 28January1993
owhyea ,my another January dudee.
we actually have 3 January donkeys
which is me on the 16Jan
mr.rat/sugar cane on the 6Jan
and this little guy on the 28Jan
*LOL* i just love the datesss of Januaryyyy (:
he`s a noise and fun maker ,
it seems he`s always the one who cheered up the whole atmosphere.
same as that night in Genting.
just the way we all loved
he`s a water polo player and a swimmer
and a person who loves to build up some tiny muscles
which looks great on him.
this is the fact and its true. no lying*
*heheheeh*
another 4 of my friends were
liannn
thenggg
andrewww*my argue partner*
kokwenggg
sorry that i didn't upload pictures of them.

*ignore my face* i know its damn f**** ugly!

me and annn actually miss that night so much
as we made our own memories there.
right ann?
and i just hope that one day all of us will gather together again!
ends here with lots of lovessss

maine♥

September 24

2009-09-24T13:21:00.005+08:00

Happy Sweet Sixteen Birthday
(: Tan Shu Man!

afternoon people.just finish my breakfast = lunch.
currently listening to music,fB-ing ,
and thinking should i read a bit of history?
im lazy ) :
but i read two pages yesterday night when i couldn't sleep
and its actually helping me to sleep.
good thing right? *LOL*
well,well, i manage to stay at home for the whole week doing nothing.
thinking a lot of stuff lately again. things isn't really going smooth actually.
i gotta the feeling that its not going to be a great month till the exams end!
owhya, another thing.im still thinking whether should i get a job before the canteen day or after the canteen day? cause the day its falling on the saturday morning till evening
if im really working i don't think i can get a off day for saturday!
most probably "NOT".
macam mana?
left one week plus counting down for year end exam
but im still thinking this shitt%@#$%^

maine♥

September 22

2009-09-22T01:35:00.004+08:00

what a super boring day! ) :
nothing much to update actually.
in the evening brother came back fetched me over OU to get AAR ticket , bank in money & get some stationery for coming exam!
it was damn crowded but it seems like everyone just had some window shopping and have a movie marathon. stayed at home whole day , no plans for the coming up week yet.
well , thinking of going swimming actually but the weather its not really that good
so no choice have to do something else.
counting down 2weeks time for year end exam.
tried to study but failed( :
i think im just gonna do nothing for the whole week!

maine♥

September 20

2009-09-20T23:26:00.003+08:00

Happy Holidays & Selamat Hari Raya To Those Muslims!
People Enjoy Your Holidays & Raya With The Fullest Joys (:

maine♥

September 18

2009-09-18T21:06:00.006+08:00

heyheyhoo(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY TO
MISSSYYY ELAINE WONG!

another friday morning. went Mid Valley with mom today! second brother fetched us there so its so much easier. walked around for a while.the reason going there is because mom wanted to take something from a friend so teman her there. spend almost 2hours there only then waited for bus number 99 to go back to OU! it took so damn freaking long for the bus to arrived.waited for half an hour. i was actually complaining and telling my mom that the bus doesn't exist and blaaablaaa.but then just in time the fucking bus came! *darn it*
damn stupid! then i just keep quiet. it took almost an hour back to OU with the bus cause it stops a lot of places. reached OU at 3pm. walked over to Cold Storage saw some korean stuff and mom bought kimchi,some korean maggi and a bottle of prune juice!
then after that walked back to old wing. while walking half way i left mom with her friends and i walked back to new wing to meet up with Fiona.
the usual thing i always do.lepak lepak around.
then Lim they all watched another movie which is in TGV.
then me and Fiona went over KFC to meet up with Everett,Juan,Liang and KenMin.
sat there a while. while we`re walking out from KFC i actually realize that everyone is wearing a pair of colours.
Fiona & Ken Min : Black
Me & Juan : Purple
Everett & Liang : White
its like so coincidence. (: the two white guys went to play snooker or pool or whatever.
sat there and looked at them it was damn smoky.so around 4.30pm me and the two blacks went for the movie. XP
my movie of the day is " Where Got Ghost? "
its funny and a bit scary but not really lar.laugh all the way for the movie.
the movie ends at 6pm+ then continue walking around.mom suddenly called i though she was rushing me home but actually she`s still waiting at the taxi stand and it was heavy rain.she waited for almost an hour. luckily i never asked Fiona to fetched me home or else my mom will be alone! thank goodness! these people is really stupid.
we`re all lining up at the proper place and some of them are actually cut queuing from the back. i was like WTF$@%@#$^
people waited for so long and you can get the taxi just a while.so i decide to walked out to get a taxi home.it cost RM10! fuckkk weiiii! damn expensive.but what to do.
yess! mom is gonna work on monday. im free from home! ~yayyyy~
so people if you want me to watch movie or hang out call me anytime! i`ll be there for sure!

maine♥

September 16

2009-09-16T14:39:00.003+08:00

skip school today.
might not going tomorrow too but see how's my mood!
school`s been real bored lately. some teachers never teach so just sit in the class whole day and chit-chat. if this kind of situation i rather stay at home sleep till afternoon.
my mood is swinging lately.
sometimes can be real hyper but it can be real quiet or maybe emo for whole day
something is wrong with me.
i hate being around with a crowd now days, i`ll prefer to stick to my own friends.
i don't feel like doing anything other than being lifeless ) :
about those thing i blog lately is confusing me
*arrgggghhh*
its been weeks something in my mind is bugging me!
i couldn't find a way to solve it but all i do is just leave it this way
feels like a dead person walking around without any emotion.
stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress !!

maine♥

September 15

2009-09-15T21:14:00.002+08:00

please mind your own problem & stop bothering about mine!
missing someone doesn't mean anything
it could be a close friend or either someone that never meet for long time
stop being such a dumb fuck!
the way i am i don't need your approval
or whatever im doing you don't have to ask!

<3 just you.

2009-09-13T22:23:00.002+08:00

imissyouboy. ♥
imiss that one freezing night with you!
i had so much fun with you
but it ends without a word from you ):
i wish i could turn back to that day,month & year .
i just don't want it to end so quick.
those fights and quarrel we had all day
and our dirty little secrets we shared whole night!
that night was the best night i ever had with someone
thanks for the memories*
i`ll never forget that night
feeling lucky to have you.
just keep on falling back for you , although i never showed it.
i couldn't express those feelings to you again
cause last christmas i got the answer from you.
eventhough im feeling pretty down but at least i know i never had that hope from you!
but it feels good being around you ( :
*grrrrrrrrrrrrr* missyousobadly after that day!
♥ c

maine♥

September 12

2009-09-12T23:43:00.002+08:00

heyhey(:
wake up almost 12pm today and i love it cause mom never wake me up!
thats the thing im talking about. XD
finally the computer can use don't have to use brother`s laptop.
screen is bigger everything is faster.
do nothing much today till Wilson asked me out to The Club. his cousin sister came over and fetch me to OU first then after that around 5pm+ only we went over.
it was crowded in the swimming pool.swim almost an hour then went to play badminton.
his relatives were there. chinchai was there too (:
great day! played kinda long then rest a while.time pass really quick.can enjoy a while.
left there at 9pm. *sobs* couldn't stayed longer cause have to be home before 10pm. but at least can see him a while.just a short talk with him!
*damn it* miss that night so damn much with you guys weii. especially him C♥
what should i do?somebody help me!
miss you so badly ) :

maine♥

September 11

2009-09-11T17:12:00.005+08:00

hey people!
skip school today,cause im really tired.
but didn't expect that mom will wake me up at 8am++
i was like WTH#@%R$#%^ , wake up so early for what??
then she say go OU post office pay house bills! i was complaining telling her later only go but she convince so can't do anything.took bathe, wait for bro to bathe also. left the house at 9am++ reach there all the shops open already. good thing! went Hoagies for breakfast then after that went to post office to pay those bills. walked from old wing all the way to new wing.it was freaking cold and i don't know why! after paying those bills walked around alone. it was bored anyway. then accompany mom to her friends's place.sat at the bench then saw meljyn,zy,juan,liang & everett! stupid juan pulled up my bench and still laughing!

talked to them for a while then they went off. around 2pm meet ann up infront of Nichii . she was shopping with her mom & her mom`s friends. walked around with her then left OU nearly 4pm. well, those shoes and bag of the pictures on top i loveeee them so much but the leopard skin heels cost RM448 the gold heels cost RM234 and the bag cost RM348.
those heels was so comfortable to wear! if i have a lot of cash i will definetly buy it! but too bad i don't have. couldn't get to shoppe anything today just had some chocholate`s and had a cup of jasmine bubble tea. seriously feel damn sleepy.

maine♥

09.09.09

2009-09-09T14:49:00.003+08:00

They asked me if I kissed you.
I told them yes.
They asked if I regretted it.
I told them no.
They asked me if I regretted falling for you.
I told them no.
They asked me how I could have ever liked you.
I replied:
I don't regret any of my feelings
or things I did with him,
because when I look at him I see something
different than what everyone else can see.
When I'm with him,
I feel a feeling that no one or
being anywhere else can give me.
When I kissed him,
my world around me melted.
When he held me in his arms
and rested his head on mine,
I forgot everything but my world
that was holding me.
Even though all of you may see
something in him that is so horrible,
all I see is all the positive,
and special moments that
he ever shared with me.
The only thing that I regret
is i couldn't stop everything from happening,
because if I had listened to my heart,
I would still have him by my side.
He would still be just a phone call away.
But now, he's just a phone call away
for someone else.

The weirdest thing happened the other morning.
I woke up with tears in my eyes
and one rolling down my cheek
and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again.

I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what to do,
I'm sorry I can't help myself.

You're not worth the tears,
you're not worth the heartache.
I don't know why I give you the time.
You're not worth the pain,
you're not worth the emptiness.
I don't know why I wish you were mine.

I'm sorry for crying over you,
because I said I wouldn't.
But I didn't promise you that,
because I knew it would be a promise
I would never be able to keep.

It takes a couple seconds to say Hello,
but forever to say Goodbye.

Nothing hurts more than realising he meant
everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.

Love starts with a smile,
Grows with a kiss,
and ends with a tear.

09.09.09
maine♥

September 7

2009-09-07T17:13:00.002+08:00

She's all alone and he is gone.
Wake me up. This pain is just too real.
The fear is destroying me.
One life, it's yours. Don't fake it.
Nightmares don't last, just take it.
We are so young. I know you.
One lie is strong. Stay true, too.

maine♥

September 5

2009-09-05T15:13:00.003+08:00

I ♥ Winnie The Pooh !!

September 4

2009-09-04T15:16:00.003+08:00

heyhey(:
finally went to school today. i`ve been absence for quite some time.
first of all i don't know what happened to me.
i`ve been vomiting since Wednesday until till morning!
i have no idea what's wrong with me.i didn't really eat anything much yet i don't even have appetite. something wrong with me. add on is not just vomiting but stomach pain & cramp. *not pms* so on Thursday i didn't went to school cause im tired and got stomach pain again.
so stayed at home whole day. things at home didn't really get so well but still have to move on with my own stuff. better not to think it yet cause i can see that everyone is stress about it
i`ll try to fixed my own things up with giving you guys any troubles. okay? i know that you guys are worried about me but im gonna try to stand up for myself , just do your own parts. i don't want to be another burden ):
* sorry i couldn't do anything*
hmmmm,don't talk about it already. hope things changed to another bright side!
its really stupid this morning. while i was walking to school i feel like poo-ing!!
when i was way out from home i felt nothing. i seriously feel like walking home to poo!
goddamnit!$#%#$^$%&%^*
don't care just continued walking to school.finally reached quickly walk up to class after that reached to class , asked tissue from everyone.most of them don't have it. *aarrrgggghhh*
but luckily someone had it.rush to toilet and get to poo.
feels better after that. *hahahha*
usual , Friday is always a bored day. *yawwwnnss*
i was sleepy but couldn't sleep. what im doing whole day is counting down time to school ends. well people, year end exam is just around the corner!
STUDY HARD PEOPLE (:

finally its over & im not loving it anymore.
maine♥

September 1

2009-09-01T19:26:00.000+08:00

Tired of everything
) :

August 31

2009-08-31T21:26:00.011+08:00

HAPPY 52nd MERDEKA DAY!

hey people(:
woke up early this morning. didn't sleep well yesterday night cause the bed was kinda small and i was force to squeeze in one bed with mom ):
after taking my shower then waited for bin & dad . they were pretty fast so its a good thing too i don't have to wait so long.
checked out then went for breakfast.the usually thing we do.stopped at every single place and we keep on eating non-stop. soon we leave Taiping and went to Port Weld. we were driving around the place there then went to eat seafood. after eating seafood went to eat asam laksa and fried prawn biscuit. the whole journey was just eating.
*ahhahaha* i think i gain weight!
later on after all the eating we were looking for places that sells prawns,fish,crabs and so on.although it was a tiring journey but it was fun.
left there around 1pm ++ . our next destination was heading to Sg. Burung! another favorite place of ours to eat seafood again! don't mind s for that.my family just lovess to eat seafood a lott (: if its in hometown the seafood there its totally cheap! i can seriously tell you that. sitting in dad`s car was like sitting in a roller-coaster. whoever have heart attack never ever sit in my dad`s car! you`ll die for that. *lol*
all the way home didn't sleep cause can't get to sleep in a comfortable way.
im finally homeee!!
well people, tomorrow school`s reopening. holidays finally ends!

maine♥

August 30

2009-08-31T20:49:00.006+08:00

heyhey (:

journey starts at 6.35pm. stopped by at Sungai Buloh for a little snacks
had Baskin Robbins . ~yummmsss~
bin`s treat anyway. haven even half way of the journey we finished the ice-cream already.pretty full actually. at first dad drove the car but he was tired so bin drove.
the road was clear not jam at all so reached to hometown real fast.
after that we headed to a indian temple to see and touch wild pigs coming out from the jungles. its kinda lucky us that we could actually see so many pigs there. big ones and small ones are all there while people feeding them with foods.
the pigs are seriously damn cuteee! and it was my first time touching pig too.
their skin are hard and rough. these pigs are not like those we usually see in tv.
its totally different from it.at first i thought pig skin was smooth but actually not.
*ahhaahah* and they are not pink in colour.
after seeing pigs went to eat.stopped by a lot of foodcourt to eat anyway.eat until damn freaking full.feels like food still stucking in my throat! stayed over night at Panorama Hotel.
Room323 Level3
slept late while msg-ing some people and watching tv. everyone slept already except me cause im not really tired yet. ended up watching tv alone.

pictures of the day!

maine♥

Couldn't Stand It Anymore!

2009-08-29T22:57:00.002+08:00

why do things had to be in this way?
everything used to be the best of all
nothing could compared to it!
because of someone things becomes worst
all the lies and fools was piece of shit
some things are meant to said and done
but what people usually do is :
said it out loudly but no action was taken
i always though i am wrong
but actually my instinct tells me that i am right about every little single thing
cause i don't lie to myself to make myself happy
if you think that you`re right prove it that i am wrong!
i could take the second chance or risk to seek your weakness
something in you always shows that you`re guilty
and so does everyone around
don't pretend you cared when you don't
and dramas are always acted up for sympathy
don't think it works on everyone and stop being so naive about everything
when trouble comes , being a cry baby was nothing helpful
is just an emotion to showed to people how pity you are
if something are not meant to be solved just leave it
never act smart and try to asked for forgiveness
cause when it happens and you regretted about it
its too late to apologize
you made everything leads to the wrong side
don't blame me for being unreasonable
cause whatever i do its according to rights and wrongs!
things will never be the same when it already happened once
appreciation,cherish,love ? all turns into
betrayal,liar,hatred !
that's what we have been moving on since all this fucked up things happened
when you never think before you do it
all the consequences are because of what you people did!!
accepting the facts of truth ?
i've been all this . all is just a big fat lie!
truth doesn't mean totally 100% right.
you won't know story behind all this shit.
cause i will never believe in you for twice.
please do whatever it takes to cover your lies , im not a fool !
but you`re fooling yourself

*you`ll never turn into a new leaf till you finally realize what`s left out*
*trusting you was my mistakes*

maine♥

August 29

2009-08-29T20:05:00.004+08:00

heyhey (:
today is last third day of holidays!
school will be reopen soon and MERDEKA is just around the corner.
well, suppose to celebrate with friends but then family had some plan to go for a trip so ended up another year can't celebrate with dear friends!
*wheee* at last done my moral project and thanks to laine`s help.
or else i`ll be forgotten about the whole thing. XD
the writing part was almost done but left out the process of writing about the activity
still thinking what should write about it
the pictures were all last minute taken this morning
me , laine & jie were taking a lot of candid shot of picking up rubbish
all those pictures were like can't really see faces but just our hands holding the rubbish
it was pretty funny actually. (:
after done taking picture head back to laine`s house cause she need to change
chatted in her room for a while then at last we left the house around 11am++
reached to OU went over to photo shop to print our pictures out.
need to wait for 2hours so went over to K.T.Z to have my breakfast and lunch
both of them just ate dessert but i had a bowl of mee and a cup of honey lemon*
after done eating look at the time it was still damn early but by that time mom was there too. i was like damn no mood already. don't know why.
later on walked around.some place we almost nearly past more than 3times.
*hahahah* jie meet up her friend then went over to Wong Kok
but that time i left both of them and looked or my mom.
went jusco to get a cup of bubble tea~
almost reached to MCD saw wilson`s mom.talked to her for a while and the guys were in Neway . went over there to meet them up.at first i didn't want to sing but then since im there nevermind then.they sang chinese song and i sang english song.the only language that i can actually sing in and of course malay also.
sang there till 5pm then left. thanks for the treat wilson!!
i`ll be leaving for my trip tomorrow. *yayyy*
anyway,here are some little lame candid picture for my moral project.

maine♥