September 28

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MENG KIT (:

hey peoples.
back to school today , it was damn freaking boring
add on something is kinda wrong
but anyway , i don't know what is the problem and things is currently changing
but i am not gonna do anything about it
it might be some misunderstanding or what so ever.
i just hope that this coming up two weeks final exam ends
i am out from school , i rather stay at home than going to school being super duper bored!
finals are coming up. left 3days to go.
still try to remember what i read for history.
hopefully , i could remember when i see those questions.!!

maine♥

September 26

hey people( :
nothing much to update but just a little bit of introduction about my two little friend
for more detail scroll down to read and some ugly pictures i uploaded
*sorry for that*
and first here`s one of my picture.

here we go about this fellow
i know them from a 4years friend
liannnn.
i meet this two person on the last year
Deevapali`s Day in Genting!
that night was GREAT!!
people who went for the trip i think you guys know that
we all have lots of fun
but not just that night
nowdays , we hang out a lot too
well , this guy was born on 6January1993
i actually name him as "SUGAR CANE" aka Wilson Tan
*no offense* but its the fact
he loves dota-ing i guess
im not really sure about it too
he`s a damn quiet guy who doesn't really talk much or laugh much
owhya , i forgotten that he i actually had another name for him
"MR.RAT"
*buahahahhaha*
(sorrry)
but he can be a great friend yet a bad enemy
*just saying it*
cause everyone is the same right?
this picture was taken on the last year 08 new year eve
at his aunt`s house!
nice house ( :

and here we go for this second guy.
another great guy!
name ? limchinchai aka lcc
weird name right? i know that
but who cares?
born on 28January1993
owhyea ,my another January dudee.
we actually have 3 January donkeys
which is me on the 16Jan
mr.rat/sugar cane on the 6Jan
and this little guy on the 28Jan
*LOL* i just love the datesss of Januaryyyy (:
he`s a noise and fun maker ,
it seems he`s always the one who cheered up the whole atmosphere.
same as that night in Genting.
just the way we all loved
he`s a water polo player and a swimmer
and a person who loves to build up some tiny muscles
which looks great on him.
this is the fact and its true. no lying*
*heheheeh*
another 4 of my friends were
liannn
thenggg
andrewww*my argue partner*
kokwenggg
sorry that i didn't upload pictures of them.

*ignore my face* i know its damn f**** ugly!

me and annn actually miss that night so much
as we made our own memories there.
right ann?
and i just hope that one day all of us will gather together again!
ends here with lots of lovessss

maine♥

September 24

Happy Sweet Sixteen Birthday
(: Tan Shu Man!

afternoon people.just finish my breakfast = lunch.
currently listening to music,fB-ing ,
and thinking should i read a bit of history?
im lazy ) :
but i read two pages yesterday night when i couldn't sleep
and its actually helping me to sleep.
good thing right? *LOL*
well,well, i manage to stay at home for the whole week doing nothing.
thinking a lot of stuff lately again. things isn't really going smooth actually.
i gotta the feeling that its not going to be a great month till the exams end!
owhya, another thing.im still thinking whether should i get a job before the canteen day or after the canteen day? cause the day its falling on the saturday morning till evening
if im really working i don't think i can get a off day for saturday!
most probably "NOT".
macam mana?
left one week plus counting down for year end exam
but im still thinking this shitt%@#$%^

maine♥

September 22

what a super boring day! ) :
nothing much to update actually.
in the evening brother came back fetched me over OU to get AAR ticket , bank in money & get some stationery for coming exam!
it was damn crowded but it seems like everyone just had some window shopping and have a movie marathon. stayed at home whole day , no plans for the coming up week yet.
well , thinking of going swimming actually but the weather its not really that good
so no choice have to do something else.
counting down 2weeks time for year end exam.
tried to study but failed( :
i think im just gonna do nothing for the whole week!

maine♥

September 20

Happy Holidays & Selamat Hari Raya To Those Muslims!
People Enjoy Your Holidays & Raya With The Fullest Joys (:

maine♥

September 18

heyheyhoo(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY TO
MISSSYYY ELAINE WONG!

another friday morning. went Mid Valley with mom today! second brother fetched us there so its so much easier. walked around for a while.the reason going there is because mom wanted to take something from a friend so teman her there. spend almost 2hours there only then waited for bus number 99 to go back to OU! it took so damn freaking long for the bus to arrived.waited for half an hour. i was actually complaining and telling my mom that the bus doesn't exist and blaaablaaa.but then just in time the fucking bus came! *darn it*
damn stupid! then i just keep quiet. it took almost an hour back to OU with the bus cause it stops a lot of places. reached OU at 3pm. walked over to Cold Storage saw some korean stuff and mom bought kimchi,some korean maggi and a bottle of prune juice!
then after that walked back to old wing. while walking half way i left mom with her friends and i walked back to new wing to meet up with Fiona.
the usual thing i always do.lepak lepak around.
then Lim they all watched another movie which is in TGV.
then me and Fiona went over KFC to meet up with Everett,Juan,Liang and KenMin.
sat there a while. while we`re walking out from KFC i actually realize that everyone is wearing a pair of colours.
Fiona & Ken Min : Black
Me & Juan : Purple
Everett & Liang : White
its like so coincidence. (: the two white guys went to play snooker or pool or whatever.
sat there and looked at them it was damn smoky.so around 4.30pm me and the two blacks went for the movie. XP
my movie of the day is " Where Got Ghost? "
its funny and a bit scary but not really lar.laugh all the way for the movie.
the movie ends at 6pm+ then continue walking around.mom suddenly called i though she was rushing me home but actually she`s still waiting at the taxi stand and it was heavy rain.she waited for almost an hour. luckily i never asked Fiona to fetched me home or else my mom will be alone! thank goodness! these people is really stupid.
we`re all lining up at the proper place and some of them are actually cut queuing from the back. i was like WTF$@%@#$^
people waited for so long and you can get the taxi just a while.so i decide to walked out to get a taxi home.it cost RM10! fuckkk weiiii! damn expensive.but what to do.
yess! mom is gonna work on monday. im free from home! ~yayyyy~
so people if you want me to watch movie or hang out call me anytime! i`ll be there for sure!

maine♥

September 16

skip school today.
might not going tomorrow too but see how's my mood!
school`s been real bored lately. some teachers never teach so just sit in the class whole day and chit-chat. if this kind of situation i rather stay at home sleep till afternoon.
my mood is swinging lately.
sometimes can be real hyper but it can be real quiet or maybe emo for whole day
something is wrong with me.
i hate being around with a crowd now days, i`ll prefer to stick to my own friends.
i don't feel like doing anything other than being lifeless ) :
about those thing i blog lately is confusing me
*arrgggghhh*
its been weeks something in my mind is bugging me!
i couldn't find a way to solve it but all i do is just leave it this way
feels like a dead person walking around without any emotion.
stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress !!

maine♥

September 15

please mind your own problem & stop bothering about mine!
missing someone doesn't mean anything
it could be a close friend or either someone that never meet for long time
stop being such a dumb fuck!
the way i am i don't need your approval
or whatever im doing you don't have to ask!

<3 just you.

imissyouboy. ♥
imiss that one freezing night with you!
i had so much fun with you
but it ends without a word from you ):
i wish i could turn back to that day,month & year .
i just don't want it to end so quick.
those fights and quarrel we had all day
and our dirty little secrets we shared whole night!
that night was the best night i ever had with someone
thanks for the memories*
i`ll never forget that night
feeling lucky to have you.
just keep on falling back for you , although i never showed it.
i couldn't express those feelings to you again
cause last christmas i got the answer from you.
eventhough im feeling pretty down but at least i know i never had that hope from you!
but it feels good being around you ( :
*grrrrrrrrrrrrr* missyousobadly after that day!
♥ c

maine♥

September 12

heyhey(:
wake up almost 12pm today and i love it cause mom never wake me up!
thats the thing im talking about. XD
finally the computer can use don't have to use brother`s laptop.
screen is bigger everything is faster.
do nothing much today till Wilson asked me out to The Club. his cousin sister came over and fetch me to OU first then after that around 5pm+ only we went over.
it was crowded in the swimming pool.swim almost an hour then went to play badminton.
his relatives were there. chinchai was there too (:
great day! played kinda long then rest a while.time pass really quick.can enjoy a while.
left there at 9pm. *sobs* couldn't stayed longer cause have to be home before 10pm. but at least can see him a while.just a short talk with him!
*damn it* miss that night so damn much with you guys weii. especially him C♥
what should i do?somebody help me!
miss you so badly ) :

maine♥

September 11

hey people!
skip school today,cause im really tired.
but didn't expect that mom will wake me up at 8am++
i was like WTH#@%R$#%^ , wake up so early for what??
then she say go OU post office pay house bills! i was complaining telling her later only go but she convince so can't do anything.took bathe, wait for bro to bathe also. left the house at 9am++ reach there all the shops open already. good thing! went Hoagies for breakfast then after that went to post office to pay those bills. walked from old wing all the way to new wing.it was freaking cold and i don't know why! after paying those bills walked around alone. it was bored anyway. then accompany mom to her friends's place.sat at the bench then saw meljyn,zy,juan,liang & everett! stupid juan pulled up my bench and still laughing!

talked to them for a while then they went off. around 2pm meet ann up infront of Nichii . she was shopping with her mom & her mom`s friends. walked around with her then left OU nearly 4pm. well, those shoes and bag of the pictures on top i loveeee them so much but the leopard skin heels cost RM448 the gold heels cost RM234 and the bag cost RM348.
those heels was so comfortable to wear! if i have a lot of cash i will definetly buy it! but too bad i don't have. couldn't get to shoppe anything today just had some chocholate`s and had a cup of jasmine bubble tea. seriously feel damn sleepy.

maine♥

09.09.09

They asked me if I kissed you.
I told them yes.
They asked if I regretted it.
I told them no.
They asked me if I regretted falling for you.
I told them no.
They asked me how I could have ever liked you.
I replied:
I don't regret any of my feelings
or things I did with him,
because when I look at him I see something
different than what everyone else can see.
When I'm with him,
I feel a feeling that no one or
being anywhere else can give me.
When I kissed him,
my world around me melted.
When he held me in his arms
and rested his head on mine,
I forgot everything but my world
that was holding me.
Even though all of you may see
something in him that is so horrible,
all I see is all the positive,
and special moments that
he ever shared with me.
The only thing that I regret
is i couldn't stop everything from happening,
because if I had listened to my heart,
I would still have him by my side.
He would still be just a phone call away.
But now, he's just a phone call away
for someone else.

The weirdest thing happened the other morning.
I woke up with tears in my eyes
and one rolling down my cheek
and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again.

I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what to do,
I'm sorry I can't help myself.

You're not worth the tears,
you're not worth the heartache.
I don't know why I give you the time.
You're not worth the pain,
you're not worth the emptiness.
I don't know why I wish you were mine.

I'm sorry for crying over you,
because I said I wouldn't.
But I didn't promise you that,
because I knew it would be a promise
I would never be able to keep.

It takes a couple seconds to say Hello,
but forever to say Goodbye.

Nothing hurts more than realising he meant
everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.

Love starts with a smile,
Grows with a kiss,
and ends with a tear.

09.09.09
maine♥

September 7

She's all alone and he is gone.
Wake me up. This pain is just too real.
The fear is destroying me.
One life, it's yours. Don't fake it.
Nightmares don't last, just take it.
We are so young. I know you.
One lie is strong. Stay true, too.

maine♥

September 5

I ♥ Winnie The Pooh !!

September 4

heyhey(:
finally went to school today. i`ve been absence for quite some time.
first of all i don't know what happened to me.
i`ve been vomiting since Wednesday until till morning!
i have no idea what's wrong with me.i didn't really eat anything much yet i don't even have appetite. something wrong with me. add on is not just vomiting but stomach pain & cramp. *not pms* so on Thursday i didn't went to school cause im tired and got stomach pain again.
so stayed at home whole day. things at home didn't really get so well but still have to move on with my own stuff. better not to think it yet cause i can see that everyone is stress about it
i`ll try to fixed my own things up with giving you guys any troubles. okay? i know that you guys are worried about me but im gonna try to stand up for myself , just do your own parts. i don't want to be another burden ):
* sorry i couldn't do anything*
hmmmm,don't talk about it already. hope things changed to another bright side!
its really stupid this morning. while i was walking to school i feel like poo-ing!!
when i was way out from home i felt nothing. i seriously feel like walking home to poo!
goddamnit!$#%#$^$%&%^*
don't care just continued walking to school.finally reached quickly walk up to class after that reached to class , asked tissue from everyone.most of them don't have it. *aarrrgggghhh*
but luckily someone had it.rush to toilet and get to poo.
feels better after that. *hahahha*
usual , Friday is always a bored day. *yawwwnnss*
i was sleepy but couldn't sleep. what im doing whole day is counting down time to school ends. well people, year end exam is just around the corner!
STUDY HARD PEOPLE (:

finally its over & im not loving it anymore.
maine♥

September 1

Tired of everything
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