July 27

almost end of the month (JULY)
where the pains end
and left nothing behind without a word
there`s no more stories between all of us
just you guys but without me!
it seems like everything now you people do is without me.
im slipping out from everywhere that i use to belong

maine♥

July 26

Finally awake from the past of everything
Just one fun night it change the whole thing as how I felt
I don't know how I did it
It just flows as I never though of it before
As I realize now I'm so stupid just for one damn thing
My life is upside down!
And thanks a lot to those people who had been there for me all the time!
Love you guysss <3

maine♥

July 25

first of all i will like to wish
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MENDY! <3
may all your wishes come true!
and it was a great night yesterday with you. (:
having lots of fun that we never had before.
it was first time having this much fun with a bunch of friends and staying over night at lim`s house! thanks for that and your parents ROCKS! i got to say that cause they do really cool.
well, didn't had a good night sleep cause i was having a bad headache and i think some of you know why. slept till 9am something then went over to another room and sleep cause i seriously can't stand it anymore. after few hours sleep is much more better.
later on,everyone still continue sleeping after breakfast.at first we were planning to go Curve but then those guys were too lazy to go so me, birthday girl & jhiamei decide to go ourself. but we went to OU! Deric Lee came over and fetched us to CenterPoint MCD. sat there a while then we went over to OU and meet up with Everett they all.went to WongKok and eat. around like 5pm mom called and scolded me for hanging out too long so i got to rush home after my drink. reached home bath and rest a little while. currently still having a little bit headache. god damn it* hopefully i won't fall sick. i still want to go to school.(: first time saying that.

maine♥

Paco Robanne!! <3

July 21

heyhey (:
second day Sasi is not here and MirMir sit next to me.
*damn* he smells nice.he brought his Paco Robanne perfume today.
i spray it at my phone case and till now the smell is still there and its not even fading.
~wheee~ i seriously like that smell.
is sweet and alluring man! couldn't resist it.
*heheh* well,today was another normal day.duuhhh! like usual.but heavy rain in the morning.after that during science we have a little experiment that turn a coin into copper.
i manage to take two pictures of it and a bottle of my favourite Paco Robanne!

maine♥

July 20

somehow
someday
i have to let things go
but i just don't know when is gonna end!
cause i still cared
&
i know you don't .

maine♥

July 19

heyhey(:
second part of yesterday night.
dad came back around 10pm something. at first Bin was planning to go some where too with me and mom but not sure where.then when dad came back he asked us where we want to go. at first i give suggestions to go Leka-Leka. then Bin say Bukit Bintang. so dad say okie.we leave the house almost 11pm. although is late already but is still crowded out there cause is Saturday Night!! get parking to parked our car then walked all along the way at Bukit Bintang road. dad went for foot massage while me,mom and Bin walked around there.then after that had Starbucks! damn* a lot of hotties,cutie and handsome Arab people there.*woooo*
*hahah* then later on went home at 12am. it was tiring day thou!


TODAY!
another usual Sunday morning! went to Sri Petaling for breakfast after that went over to OU a while then second bro fetch us to Hartamas. didn't really buy anything today.not much nice stuff also. later on went to Seoul Mart to buy some food. *yummyyy*
got a lot of stuff there then went home. reach home at 3pm something. watched tv a while then went for a nap while having my facial masks! *tssskktskk*
get to sleep for while then get ready to go for dinner.
had dinner at a japanese restaurant opposite Atria! ate till damn full until now.
currently playing restaurant city. buying some decorating stuff. ( :
tomorrow is school again!!

maine♥

pictures of yesterday night to Bukit Bintang and todays!

July 18

heyhey (:
woke up early this morning around like 8am something.
didn't really sleep last night, just keep on turning around on the bed till morning.
but im not tired. weird right?
after brushing my teeth went downstairs watch tv and text-ing Ian & Bran.
hmmm.around 11am i went to get prepared.
all in sudden dad came back. *damn* i got to find excuse to tell him that im going out.
he was sleeping downstairs.i wanted to sneak out but then he was awake so i just walked out and he asked where am i going i just tell him going tuition. ( :
the usual thing i tell him.went over to Elaine`s house and we walked over to BU2 school for the carnival.they invited Stompers to perform so they went.
we reach there still kinda early so we went over to the coffee shop and have a drink.
then when times up we went over to the BU1 field.
sat there a while then some of them came over. but then ended up all walked over to the school. the carnival was kinda empty,not much people and not much stuff.it was damn freaking hot too. little while more Bran came over. so we all just stand there and watched the performance.it was funny anyway. before that i was with Andrew & Melvin. went over to look for Kevin. he was dressing up weirdly like a witch? *LOL* no offence.
then waited like 20minutes and here comes our Stompers to perform.
i was holding Nat`s camera for recording. ( sorry if is not nice or blur nat)
then when everything is over me,elaine,jhiamei & mendy took cab and went over to OU!
ate at Wong Kok . then Bran join us along too. chatted quite some time then Elaine`s friend Edward join us. after paying the bill we went over to GSC & TGV and check on the movie ticket but its damn crowded.so end up we all walk around.went over to Toy R Us. it was fun man! we were all playing with the tiny little stuff there and jiggling around.
later on we got super hyper high. we were dancing,singing and lots more while walking around. we were all laughing and talking crap whole day. it was a great day today.
then around like 4pm we went over to Sushi King. ate a while then went to Jusco to get some junk food for a small movie fiesta at Elaine`s house.
went back almost 5pm. then all of us were at Elaine`s house already watching " My Bloody Valentine " damn scary weiii. we were all screaming together. fun!
*hahaha* then i went home at 7pm. currently just finish chatted with Aeren. phone no credit already after topup 10$ just now. cause Hotlink to Digi.
now thinking about tomorrow`s plan. XD

maine♥

July 17

<3 Ne-Yo
* So You Can Cry *

Hmmmm

So, it's over.
He's with someone else and you know her.
And you just can't get any lower.
But sit in the dark alone
and won't answer your phone.
Well, I'm sorry.
I won't attend your pity party.
I'd rather go have calamari
and maybe a drink
And yes, I think
you should come with me.

Life isn't long.
There will be pain but life goes on.
With everyday a brand new song.
But if you'd rather stay at home
let me do you a favor.

I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry.
(If that's what you want, alright.)
I'll ask the clouds to bring the rain for you today so you can cry.
(If that's what you want, alright.)

Mmmm...if that's what you want alright.

Mmmm, I'm a lover.
And the pain of the heart from another
can be difficult to recover.
Yes, this I know,
but difficult isn't impossible.

And you shiver.
Be what you want.
You cry, lips quiver.
Well, honey, go on and cry me a river.
You wanna be down.
Fine, let me help you out.
(Help out.)

I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry.
(If that's what you want, alright.)
I'll ask the clouds to bring the rain for you today so you can cry.
(If that's what you want, alright.)

Oooh, if that's what you want, alright.
Then, if that's what you want, alright.

And your tears won't bring him back.
I know you wish they did.
But, it just don't work like that.
I know that healing takes time.
Even your heart has a pace.
Ah, but how much time are you gonna take?
Too much would be a mistake.


I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry.
(If that's what you want, alright.)
I'll ask the clouds to bring the rain for you today so you can cry.
(If that's what you want, alright.)

I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry.
If that's what you want, alright.

July 16

things that i do all alone.
without anyone
it had been quite sometime my life had move on this way
the sky seems so blue today
everywhere around me is seems so empty
i could feel the wind breeze blew
the place i wish i could be now is >> standing all alone under a snowy day!
but everything seems impossible
cause i dream too much. ( :

&maine;

July 15

heyhey(:
another ordinary day in school.
walked to school with Elaine this morning.
everything was as usual in school except Sasi & Hafiz is not here
they went for a seminar in Segi College . at first i was sitting with Chris & WeiLiang but then i was damn bored sitting there. so i went over to Nc`s place and sitted with her whole day.
all the time i was not paying attention to one of the classes.it was bored lar.what can we do?
then later on some periods goes as usual. then here comes Perdagangan she came in.she gave us some work to do.so we did. the gang in the middle was noisy. i was usually there but then today i was not. teacher was asking where is Sasi & another girl. Chris told her i was at the corner.so i raised up my hand and called out myself. she was like "Did i call you? How you know im saying you? " WTH!#%!@$@# im the only one that sits there and always kena grumble by her.obviously is me larr! not perasaan of course.
then i just continue talking to the other girls. we all waited her to go out from the class so that we can leave. suprise! she let us out early with her today. so i walked down quickly to canteen cause i asked Sasi to get me a cup of bubble tea from Hong Kong Point. i was looking for him once i reach to the canteen but he was not there but then actually he gave it to Xiao Niu cause he had to leave. he bought blackcurrent flavor for me.
*yuckkk* not nice at all.i drank a bit and have some pearl after that i gave it to Xiao Niu. just in time Jian Li was buying food then i asked both of them to teman me home.
*thanks you guys! * so 3 of us walked together and i was bullying Jian Li all the way home.he`s damn nice to bully lar im sorry but its fun!
later on chatted with them a while then they walked back.
currently doing nothing , mom asked me to dye her hair but im damn freaking lazy to help her cause im lazy now. add on i memang don't want to help her.
*hehehe* (:

maine♥

**

I realize actually it haven ends for me
*thanks to one of my friend who told me the truth*
Im just lying to myself all the time
But what can i do ?
Everything is gone but memories remains
Its really hard to put a side
Even i did tried to but is still the same
Maybe because i really don't want to forget
I rather feel the pain than forgetting it!
It really takes time but i really hope it will never ends
I just don't know why can't i stop
I just hate to see or talk to you
But then everytime i can see you any where i go!
I hope i never know you from the start . . . .

♥

July 13

Life that fills with joy & happiness is all gone.
Everything went so wrong so do I.
Im half retard now but who do I blame?
No One! (:
Moving on life with every single human being besides me.

Tagged By Amy Lim

1. Besides your lips , where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
how bout cheek? *winks*
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
sleepy?
3. Whom was the last person/people you took a photo with?
let me see.fiona and melissa during the cheer 09.
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
nope.not at all.
5. Will you ever donate blood?
why would i?
6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
of courseee!
7. Do you want someone to be dead?
YESSSS!
8. What does your last message say?
ciaoz ( :
9. What are you thinking about right now??
something . . . .
10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
i don't think so, i need sometime to be alone.
11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
1am in the morning.
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
i got it from Good Charlotte`s cd album
13. Is someone on your mind right now?
nope.empty!
14. Who was the last person who text you?
IAN xP

TEN Lucky People To Do This Tag.

1. Mendy Chan
2. Brandon Hon
3. Elicia Chin
4. Melissa Soon
5. Sasi
6. Ian
7. Elaine Wong
8. Nc Wan
9. Li Ann Yap
10. Wei Jiun Chong


15.Who is Number 2 having a relationship with?
Someone.
16. Is Number 3 a MALE or a FEMALE?
Female with two boobs! *lol*
17. If Number 7 and Number 1 get TOGETHER , would it be a good?
Mendy Chan & Elaine Wong - woww,can't imagine that.obviously NOT!
18. What is Number 1 studying?
Mendy - High school
19. When was the last time you chatted with THEM?
4hours ago!
20. Is Number 4 single?
Melissa - not sure about it.
21. Say something about Number 2
Brandon Hon - funny,friendly,always be there for a friend,playful sometimes.
22. What do you think about Number 3 & Number 6 being TOGETHER?
Elicia & Ian - hmmm,i got no idea!
23. Describe something about Number 9.
Li Ann Yap - one of my best buddies (:
24 . What will you do if Number 6 and Number 7 FIGHT?
Elaine Wong & Ian - nahh! they won't fight. don't worry!
25 . Do you like Number 8?
Nc Wan - YES I DO.she`s one of my lesbo partner. (sorry nc but its true) *heheeh*

July 12

heyhey(:
another Sunday morning.rocky went to work so he didn't had his breakfast with us,bin was not feeling well.so just me,mom and dad.
went over to the porridge stall at KL , same place as yesterday the place i ate.
after eating is only 11am . dad decide to walked around while waiting for the crystal shop to open.mom had to get another new crystal for her friend! the shop open at 12pm . we waited kinda long so we had green tea ice-cream.before that we were walking around at the morning wet market.it was a sunny day.KL was damn crowded already although is just morning.imagine it when its night time.so we just walk,walk and walk.we even went to check on those Burmese people who sells crystals.not sure whether is real or fake crystals.just took a glance at it.it was kinda bored anyway.walking around like an idiot and it was damn freaking hot.i sweat like im taking a quick shower *hehhe*
but then time past fast it was 12pm already.so we walked over to the crystal shop.after taking it then went home.dad was talking about the gangster triad people stuff when he was young in his hometown.it was damn funny when he said it.i was laughing non-stop all the way home.reached home at 2pm. nothing much to do so i just went to my room,clean up some stuff and went to bed. XD damn nice and a little bit chilling in my room!
slept till around 4pm bin woke me up for dinner.
i was like "huhh??#?@# " so early??
then he just asked me to bath.but then i didn't (:
so went over to SS2 had mixed rice.later on dad and bin went to buy some flu medicine.while waiting in the car with mom.i saw this red car.look cool in red. (x
check the pictures on i upload. later on went over Centerpoint with mom.had drinks at HongKong Point . my second home . xP
sat there a little while then went over to DFO!
remember previously i told you guys that there`s sale? and one short was like only for RM7-12? *OMG* today was like still had half price weii.even is RM7 but then they still had it for half price.which one short cost RM3.50!@$!#$#@$#%$#%. the quality was not bad too.worth to buy worth to wear *winks*
i got four shorts that only cost me RM19.
wheee~ extra shorts (: even is cheap but seriously it looks nice on people.
tomorrow plan to go again.this time might get some shirts.
thats all for today. xP enjoy ur day everyone
~toodlesss~

maine♥

(:

July 11

hey(: its saturday!
woke up early this morning.went KL with mom.she need to change her crystals.so have to accompany her.took cab to LRT station.reach Pasar Seni at 10am something.
i was damn freaking hungry !! ) : then mom took me to a stall and had pork porridge.
damn delicious man! with fresh fish.i ate all myself. *hehehe*
after that went over to the crystal place, mom sat and chatted there for almost 3hour ++
i was damn boring sitting there and walk around.
as usual waiting for mom was always damn slow.
hmmm. later on around 12pm finally we leave the crystal shop.
went to eat pan mee soup. *slurrrrpssss*
after lunch went over to Central Market . walked there for a while then went over to Amcorp Mall. mom`s friend was there so they chit-chatted.i went for a long walk but ended up didn't buy anything cause nothing to buy too.but i got myself a steak and cheese subway before i left. XD almost reach to LRT station Jhia Mei msg-ed me and ask me to accompany her to OU .so i did. bin fetched me and mom there to meet up with sharon (: once again.im eating again. had 5 meals today but im still hungry now!
waited for Jhia Mei while im eating with mom at Charms Cafe.
*okay let` s skip some part*
we went over to TGV and buy movie tickets.the choosen movie of the day is * PUBLIC ENEMIES* the movie was damnnnnn freeeaaakinnngggg borrreedddd!
so ended up we just walked off from the cinema. walk around for a while and we decide to walk home.reached home at 9pm something. chatted with her all the craps!
*yea* thats the way ! anyway,she`s next to me when im blogging!
LOL XP well,i think im gonna end here.
~toodleeesss~

maine♥

It's Alright , It's Okie!

not running away from anything this time
not pretending that it never happened before
people, don't think because of this
you guys think that im avoiding.
don't try to act if you know nothing about it
or either say about anything
from the start im not the cause of it
its not my approval for everything
im just another fucked up person who been through the whole situation!
so just sit and watch the whole thing
and shut the fucked up!!
stop commenting about how people being too selfish.
if things gone worst is because of this fuckers* spreading false rumours
its nothing to do with me
and im not part of this whole damn thing!
cause i don't even give a fucking damn on it
why would i care?

July 10

didn't went to school again today.
seriously don't feel like going to school, cause today's period was damn freaking boring!
luckily weiliang teman me. sat at MCD till almost 11am. we were waiting for the cybercafe to open.but before that i had two hash brown and one small milo. after eating i finished up my left out school homework. weiliang was saying that "who will ever skip school and do their work?" i was *LOL-ing* is true also anyway.everytime i skip school for sure i`ll bring some books or work to do. (: it is a habit ? good or bad?
*wondering* later on we went over to the cybercafe.we waited a while and is open.the cybercafe there really suck like shit! i can seriously tell you that.whenever i load a game,it closed automatically. weiliang got pissed at that part so ended up we were playing stupid games. weliang keep on laughing on my games. serious* anyway,i got some pictures here for the day.people please don' laugh when u sees this!

the dumbest game i ever played in cybercafe!

maine♥