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I realize actually it haven ends for me
*thanks to one of my friend who told me the truth*
Im just lying to myself all the time
But what can i do ?
Everything is gone but memories remains
Its really hard to put a side
Even i did tried to but is still the same
Maybe because i really don't want to forget
I rather feel the pain than forgetting it!
It really takes time but i really hope it will never ends
I just don't know why can't i stop
I just hate to see or talk to you
But then everytime i can see you any where i go!
I hope i never know you from the start . . . .

♥