October 31

hey peoplessss (:
is Halloween Day!
got your outfit for the night?
well , working days were really quick. tomorrow will be 2weeks working.
then next week will be canteen day.
was thinking of some plans but then i think its not gonna work out.
is a really bored weekend for me but for some people is fun cause they have planss!
*darn it* i don't have one ) ;
hopefully this year ends quickly and next year will be brand new thing.
i don't want old things already. i want new,new,new!
i think i am gonna have a new style too. hahhahah
that is not gonna be me anymore.if i am not mistaken.
will update soon!

maine♥

October 28

hey yo. (:
got my second week day off today.good thing
i need a break for my body.
anyway , canteen day is just around the corner. *
yayy. the time we can spend with coupons.
and halloween is coming up too.
anyone any plan?

maine♥

October 24

hey people! (:
sorry for not updating the blog for the whole week.
been lazy and busy for work.
its not really tiring actually but my feet hurts like shit*
for the first few days just feet but after few days back heels pain.
don't know what`s wrong with my feet. massage it every night but still the same.
ohgoshh! what am i suppose to do? ):
people in the shop i work was so far so good but all also hyper 38.
kena bullied by supervisor and another colleague from mid valley yesterday.
damn it! both of them tickle me and do some other stuff. walao! damn unfair. 2 on 1
but then thats how we pass our time there.
another bad thing is working there is damn freaking bored when there`s no customer.
what i`ll do whole day is just stand there and yawn for thousand times.
nothing much to do there.working time is pretty flexible.
its gonna be a week working tomorrow.cool thing but still got 1 week 2 months to end.
i did something today which is pretty awesome thing for me ♥
im loving it. hope its gonna be totally okay after some time.
can't wait for that. im actually counting down for christmas. i don't know why.
although i don't really have a plan yet but i am counting down when its 1month + away
ohyaa.another thing i need to see a chinese doctor if mom is free to go with me.
my feet nerves is all popping out. kinda uncomfortable actually.
this few nights is really nice to sleep and is chilling too.
well , i had this weird dream yesterday. i don't know why.
not missing you lately but then i just dreamt about you randomly
you`ve been out from my mind for weeks.just couldn't control it sometimes
i see you around i feel fucked up. i know its stupid!
things have been moving on like that so just ignore it like it happens for long time ago
cause nothing is really bothering me now.i do whatever i feel like doing.
thats the best thing ( : hmmm. i am out of topic actually so i`ll just end here.

HAPPY EARLY HOLIDAYS (X

maine♥

October 17

something really funny lately
i don't know why
just felt that way! ) :
it seems like some so call love relationship was all about.
i think back all those days , months & years
nothing much recall about those times now
i used to think day and night
but now its like nothing. ----blank----
the whole thing was like so dramatic and fake
it was like i am the one who create it happen
nothing was meant to be but fate is in your hands.
sometimes i really hope that i could turn back time to make things right
everything seriously turn upside down this whole damn fucking year 09
and i seriously wants everything to change
i want it to be brand NEW and wipe out all those OLD ones.
nothing really memorable for current
but i miss my old friends ♥
although those days were not really great but you guys are still the BEST!!
learn a lot of mistakes from the past
and improving for the presences (:

whatever sadness , sorrows , heartache , bad days . . . .
i`ve been through it with a litre of tears
that made me realise that actually nothing & no one is tough enough
everyone has their flaws
no one is perfect for somebody
somebody is perfect because they are created
don't think that one person in life could changed you
when you couldn't even sure for yourself
i used to be that way till something & someone actually awaken me
all those fairytales i used to dream was just a lie to myself
well , i am glad that i`ve been stop daydreaming.
giving up hopes & things that don't belong
and no more worries
just do whatever i want it to be.

maine♥

October 16

hellooo peoples!
another day of outings to OU with ms deeee ♥
had our breakfast at Kluang Station. after that walked over to Curve.
at first we were actually shop a little then at the end search for job(:
we were walking around and chatting non-stop.
my legs are tired! *grrrr* then still got sometime so went to Tesco!
bought a flops there.damn cheap.only cost me RM7.
*hehehe* actually i was thinking to buy a puzzle but then i decide not to buy after i decide to get the flops.cause not much money left.
walked there around an hour , so at the end walked back to OU.
went interview at few shops like Action City & Presents For Them.
our final destination was GIRLS! and guess whattt!
i got HIRED! same goes as ms deeee too.
but then she can't comfirm yet cause she`s a busy women ya know.
i`ll be start working this monday. 2days to go!
i can't wait to work again.money coming in $$$$$$$

maine♥

October 15

ohhyeaahhh!
finally the two weeks of final exam ends.
its time to haveeee holidays fun that will be "work till you got nuts" (:
the whole week of exam sucks like hell.the beginning of it was okay till the day for mathematics everything gone wrong , cause i was damn lazy and i give up revising.
so i actually just sleep whole day. i just flip around the pages or just stone there doing nothing. it was pretty bored but i am used to it.
well , today after school went OU to meet up with
Fiona,ShuMan,Le'Anne and Boon.
went over to Nichii to look for some clothes.
got one tank top from Nichii then after that went to Miss Selfridge & Padini.
spend most of the time in Padini and finally Le'Anne got her pink top.
around 4pm+ both of the couple went back.so left me,Fiona & ShuMan.
went Forever 21 . bought two sunglasses pouch.
walked around. it was freaking cold too cause it was raining just now.
so around 5pm+ Fiona went back too.left me & ShuMan.
had our sweet dessert at Honeymoon.
coincidentally saw JhiaMei & Andrea.
what a small darn world *LOL*
after that dad called and asked me where am i. annoying weiii~
i just ignore him and lepak till 5.30pm i went home.reached home he`s at the living hall he didn't even say anything.sorry ShuMan for leaving you alone ):
anyway , going OU again tomorrow with ms.dee to look for part time job.
hopefully i`ll get one.desperately to work. don't wanna stay at home!

maine♥

Why Cry ?

I See A Face In The Mirror That I Just Don't Like
But I Gotta Keep Tellin Myself That Its Alright
Cuz Now Im Older Theres No Sense In Me Crying Cos' Mama Said Am Not Like You
Used To Havin People Say That I Talk Like Him
Dipped Ma Pace And Ma Step So I Don't Walk Like Him
I Don't Know Wat I Found Inside A' Me But Its Got Me Over You

(Why Cry)
Not A Single Letter Or A Single Call From You
(Why Cry)
Am A Stronger Man Now And Its All Because Of You
(Why Cry)
Cuz I Cant Wait On You No More
I Made It Here Without You
So Tell Me Why Should I Cry

October 10

hey people! ( :
its been week i never update my blog.been busy about exam lately.
3 more days to go till the exam finally overs. ~yesssshhhh~
the moment i am waiting for to ends. all the papers are okie except the subjects that i am sure i`ll fail are * economy,maths and accounts.
currently moral and perdagangan i am not sure yet still have to depends whether the question are hard or easy! perdagangan ends last wednesday
so far so good. accounts this coming monday with pjk.
damn suck man need to take pjk also! ):
anyway , the best day of exam is on thursday which is bm paper1.
it ends during recess so me,niu,ann,chun and jianli went mcd for a chat!
sat there till 1something then after that lepak a while then went back to school!
it was first time after exam we can leave the school
cause usually the teachers will asked us to stay in school but we don't have to
thats good right? i hope every exams also will be the same.
i might can't get to update my blog the often anymore because my stupid computer kane virus and bro`s laptop can't on. so i`ll be online-ing in cybercafe.
i am actually in cybercafe alone now which is in aman suria just downstairs of the buddhist centre. but before that just came back from curve.some uncle and aunty`s from Johor Bharu . so i am their tour guide. walked around almost 2hours then went O'Briens.
it was bored there too.cineleisure under construction.
i don't really like to go there except to get some stuff but just a while.
its another bored weekend but im used to it.

maine♥

October 5

hey people(:
went to Ulu Yam yesterday for the buddhist society event.
woke up 6.30am in the morning. when everything is done 7am + leave the house
reach to the office then walk around. nothing much to do cause on the Saturday the stuff are all done prepared. there`s 6 burmese workers to help to carry heavy stuff.
waited for other members to gathered together. everyone is so slowly and around 10am + only we headed to our destination.it took just 45minutes. luckily i am sitting in a comfortable car! reached there already then everyone started to shift all the stuff that needed near the river side. well , actually they prepared a lot of stuff. i am not gonna list out cause is seriously a lot. and then i just helped around who needed help so i just lend a hand.the weather is nice tho not hot but a little bit windy cause is under the tree (:
around 1pm people from every where had all gathered together.
soon , the Tibetan Monk was chanting then the whole atmosphere was so quiet.
the whole event is actually " fong sang " which i don't know whats called in english
the chanting is for the souls of everything surround us and also for our family
the chanting took at least for 1hour + and unfortunately i was standing
my legs were tired so i just decide to walked off and look for a place to sleep
sorry being disrespectful actually when i found a place to sit
i fall asleep during the chanting. i am seriously damn sleepy and it was tiring anyway!
then finally at last the chanting is over and it was lunch time. these people asked me to take care of the egg tart stall which i got my deep cut from the stupid clipper. it bleeds like the water flow non-stop till i stick it with plaster. then i almost forgotten my lunch till my mom get me everything. and i can tell you people that all this people are such a effer
they were actually grabbing food like nobody`s business. cause you know all this event is mostly free food,drink and so on. 6 or 7 buses of people from different states.
the worst of all is after the lunch everyone left. WTH! never even helped.
i was helping too but then after that i stopped. i am out of energy so i walked around with the camera and took the mother nature`s greeny view of it. i did that almost for an hour
some pictures couldn't upload cause the resolution is too big.
left Ulu Yam almost 4pm . then went to foodcourt at Megah and walked a while in pasar malam. after that went back to the office. i actually fall asleep when i was sleeping.seriously till today my shoulder`s are damn pain and i got 3 blue blacks on my leg.this morning i couldn't wake up and luckily mom came in to my room. or else i'll skip my malay and english papers. i need a massage!

maine&hearts

Buddhist Centre & Ulu Yam (3/10 & 4/10)

To A Friend !

first of all i would like to apologize to those people i offended!
i think you people should know my temper and my attitude
i know i am fucked up sometimes and being mean
but thats the way i am.
i can seriously tell you people that i am still me
just that i`ve been having some troubles lately that cause all my attitude problem.
if you people have a problem with me then you can just don't bothered about me
i am not forcing you to accept the way i am.
secondly, i am not pushing all the blames to other people that thinks i changed
hey friend , i am sorry for the whole 3 months nearly 4 months
for all those conflicts i`ve been through
and thanks for listening to all my craps,predictions and all my shits!!
we both are always having different thinking
everyone have their own thoughts not everyone have to agree in their way
and i didn't think of changing the way you are and follow my thoughts
you are you , i am myself
things have been changing around me and so do you
since there`s new things" around
i am left out all alone . those days we use to have is all GONE!
the talk , the laugh , the lame jokes , the secrets and the whacking part is all GONEEEE!
we are not the way we used to be anymore.
you couldn't stand my attitude ?
i know that
but its been months dude my attitude have been this way and you should know it
i think that not just me the one who changed but you changed too
i am not complaining about anything
i just want you to know that this
" FRIENDSHIP IS TEARING US APART!"
everything is turning upside down.
i`ve lost a friend once and i don't want it to repeat it twice
i hope that you could think about it
and you know we still can have that " confession room" anytime we need it
its open 24/7 !
just hope that everything will turn back to normal
and friend you know that i am not good at talking face to face
and i don't want a argue with you just because of this
i definitely don't want that to happen the most.
its not worth the fight for all this stupid thing
but just a talk (:

maine&hearts

October 2

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
SHARON WONG SISTA! (:

October 1

hey people!
i would like to wish my 8years friend
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY
SEENDI ( :

okay , let's start with my 3days staying at home.
didn't really study actually just a little , it was a really hot week
everyday once i had my lunch usual thing i got to hang clothes and fold clothes
got used to it already this few days. im actually have been insomnia this few days , i tried to do something whole day
just to make myself tired but it didn't really work
everyday i slept 4am in the morning and the next day i`ll have body ache! it happens this morning too. i got leg cramp.
well , anyway i clean my whole room yesterday. i can't believe that i actually collect
papers! wtF! every cupboard i open for sure got papers.
i realise that actually i wasted a lot of papers
so i decide to put them all in a file. and when i clean up my stationary cupboard
i actually have this little eraser collection. i have a lot of them
this is counted little actually compared to last time. im a shopaholic of stationary
and bin name me "ERASER QUEEN" .
*LOL* but then this few years i`ve been reducing stuffs in my room cause its too much
especially papers too. i just took the pictures of those little erasers but those papers i threw everything away and some of those previous exam papers i recycle it! (:
i think i`ll just end here.
Good Luck TO Everyone For Tomorrow & For The Whole Week Final Exams!
:P

maine♥