Saturday, October 17, 2009

October 17

something really funny lately
i don't know why
just felt that way! ) :
it seems like some so call love relationship was all about.
i think back all those days , months & years
nothing much recall about those times now
i used to think day and night
but now its like nothing. ----blank----
the whole thing was like so dramatic and fake
it was like i am the one who create it happen
nothing was meant to be but fate is in your hands.
sometimes i really hope that i could turn back time to make things right
everything seriously turn upside down this whole damn fucking year 09
and i seriously wants everything to change
i want it to be brand NEW and wipe out all those OLD ones.
nothing really memorable for current
but i miss my old friends ♥
although those days were not really great but you guys are still the BEST!!
learn a lot of mistakes from the past
and improving for the presences (:

whatever sadness , sorrows , heartache , bad days . . . .
i`ve been through it with a litre of tears
that made me realise that actually nothing & no one is tough enough
everyone has their flaws
no one is perfect for somebody
somebody is perfect because they are created
don't think that one person in life could changed you
when you couldn't even sure for yourself
i used to be that way till something & someone actually awaken me
all those fairytales i used to dream was just a lie to myself
well , i am glad that i`ve been stop daydreaming.
giving up hopes & things that don't belong
and no more worries
just do whatever i want it to be.

maine♥

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