26 February

hey peeps ( :
sorry for not updating anything recently cause couldn't get to online.
but then today is just a short update since i am in cybercafe now!
or else i got to walk over to centerpoint again.
well , exam is just in two days and i am still chill-laxing doing nothing
thats me the last minute ones. *hehehe*
anyway , would like to wish my big brother binnyyy
HAAPPPPYYY 23RD BIRTHDAYYYYYY!
enjoy your birthday with your loves ones happily ya.
all the best. *mwahsss*
i think i`ll update in another time.

maine♥

8 February

hahahahha *
randomly updating today`s post.
nothing much to say but then im swinging upside down ( :
whatever i wished before not even one of it happen so feel kinda f***** up!
how i wish i could meet tooth fairy.
anyway , having a assignment now for english oral presentation.
searching through about saving mother earth which includes
global warming
pollution
3R
i think im gonna take whole day to finish the whole proper essay or script.
people who in my group work out something to get grade A for this!
damn im suck at this freaking editing. well , i think i got to continue doing my work from doing other things.
till the next time peoplessss *mwahssss*

maine♥

6 February

hello there peeps ( :
its saturday afternoon. weather looking good.
never work today cause body aching everywhere. sorry Jib & Levis.
i know today is saturday and its gonna be busy but then i never show up.
my right shoulder hurts and pretty tired.
you know what people. im always thinking of what results im gonna get for spm when im not putting any effort in study. the thing i do in school is usually sleep or chit chatting around
i don't really have the heart to study. i seriously don't know why and what happen to me.
all i want is sleep ! WTF right?
my mind is turning upside down and i feel like giving up everything.
*ggggggrrrrrrrrrrr*
frustrating larrrr! will continue till the next update. don't know what to type already.
brain jamming now. ( x

maine♥

5 February

hey peeps (:
its been long time i never update my blog.
sorry for that ya cause i`ve been busy lately so can't get to online.
yea , anyway im shifting house to BU7.
after chinese new year i`ll be staying there for a year. then after a year and high school life ends and i`ll be shifting away again. which means might be some where far from pj area.
i really hate that tho but i got no choice or nothing can really change the fact too.so just leave it that way till it gets the best of the best. i really wish everything settles as soon as possible. its really heart aching to see everything gone worst.
well , as i go through the whole busy week i realize something that is i can actually take care of my own self just that my family thinks i can't . i even drove the car over to the new house to drop by my stuff so its nothing difficult for me. ( :
i finally can do things on my own without anyone`s help.im all grown up! *LOL*
anyway , during the treasure hunting around my mom`s stuff i found something cool.
its a trip booking receipt to phuket--->langkawi and make sure you check on the year.
its really shiock-ing when i see it. im actually only 2 years old. i didn't know i went thailand before till i saw the receipt. i even looked back at some old pictures.
really miss those days. although i can't remember any of it but looking back at those pictures is really great and it actually makes me cry. i know is kinda weird if i said this.
i actually cried and laughed while looking all those pictures. the damn whole thing is complicating. just pretend like nothing happen but i know deep in my heart its forever there.
hmmmm . im always wondering what will i be in 5 years time ? any idea ?
well,well about high school life seriously getting lots of fun but something is missing.
i`ve been ignoring shawty for a week after the slapping incident happened.
i was damn mad at him yet i felt guilty for not talking to him. he`s been asking for forgiveness for a week. but then im not sure whether is he faking it or what so ever.
i lost 2 friends once and i wish i won't do it again. my mood swings a lot recently.
i`ve been really upset , frustrating and worried a lot nowdays.
i don't even know what the hell am i thinking about. i feel damn tired. feel lazy to do everything. even saturday and sunday im still working. but then at least i can do something than doing nothing. wil be continue tuition after chinese new year.
im gonna be a panda soon. *hahaha* but who cares after chinese new year i`ll be refreshing myself again. and to those people who actually reading my blog and what im gonna say is
I MISS SHAWTY ! i mean it . even if he knows i don't care.
cause nothing to hide.ohoh , don't simply think something else. i missss him as a friend who always bullys me and argues with me ( :
im here to apologize to him for ignoring him. you know although is his fault for slapping me like a mad fellow but i was not really in a mood that day. is just annoying sometimes lar.
he`s like mosquito flying around buzzing non-stop.thats really challenging my patients you know. i dislike it when im not in a mood. i know i can't stand for not talking to shawty cause its really bored. *hahahahahaha*

maine♥