29 March

Don't lose temper easily
Don't get mad when you talk to people
Just speak in a reasonable way , and don't get upset
Use reason to persuade people , rather than threatening them with anger
Temper is smelly , not fragant
As soon as you blow your top , you start to stink
When you scold and nag at people in anger , it's as if you`re releasing a foul odor

hmmm.these are all buddhist teaching as I read through those books lately.
and sorry for not updating for the past few weeks cause lazy to turn on the comp (:
just a short update for today.

maine♥

15 March

what's up people.
i am super duper happy cause bin finally got a broadband and i could online!
~yayyy~ no need to go starbucks anymore.
well , a little short update here . went outings with :
- amanda -
- mendy -
- ian -
- sasi -
- bran -
- nick -
movie of the day was suppose to be " Alice In The Wonderland " but then full house!
so ended up wathcing " Remember Me " . the beginning part was pretty bored but then in the middle till the end its good ( :
Robert Pattinson the vampire its in the movie. ~smoking hottttt~
duration of the movie was 2 hours 15 minutes i think if im not mistaken.
after that head on to pizza milano for dinner , oh oh oh before that i was walking around to look for kelvin`s clothes. guys clothes are hard to find. *grrrrr*
the sizes are like damn weird then finally ended up in WH and got 2 nice ones.
*finally* then after that everyone leaving then called bin to picked me up.
reached home on comp listen to songs then went shower then went out.
teman bin makan then after that went over to Asia Cafe , Subang.
before that in the morning went to see acupunture cause something wrong with my waist there. that doct pokelike 8 needles on my lower body and i could feel the pain just at the part that was wounded. take half an hour time there then went off . then when the night is falling we went for feet massage . *hahahaa* bin went for full body massage for an hour.
* damn shiock * that guy massaging for me its from China. goddamnit! he looks damn horny when he`s massaging my feet. i was like " WTFFFFF " he looks enjoying man.
luckily got tv and i got my phone there teman me to stop looking at that guy man.
feels damn wrong you knowwww! cause its like just me and him in the room for an hour. he chatted with me a while then off we go continue massaging. ( :
reached home at 2am . if mom`s home she will call.
just when im making my medicine kelvin called to pick up his clothes and chris fetched him over. they came around like after half an hour im home. thankgod i haven't sleep yet or else i don't think i`ll pick up his call.
anyway , today whole day stayed at home sleep and do nothing. and tomorrow will be another lonely day (x
off to go till the next time peeepsss

maine♥

12 March

hey peeps!
its holiday ( : happy ?
i`ve been staying at home whole day for the last 2 days and its super duper bored like shit.
exam sucks! failed two subjects and i think the other subject i might fail as well.
OH MY GEEEE! what am i suppose to do man ?
i super lazy but i wanna pass my exams. *sigh*
how i wish im genius. *LMAO* (day-dreaming)
but then right i've been spending a lot too.seriously shoppe till i drop!
waht to do i see whatever is nice i just buy. can't control.
mom knows i've been spending a lot and she grumbled but i just ignore.
don't worry lar.i`ll work back for the money i spend. everything is gonna be fine anyway.
no worries. what am i gonna do for the whole week anyway? not much plans!
just stay at home only. bin urge me to study and this first term exam im so not gonna tell him.. i`ll make an improvement this mid term or else im dead meat!!
*arrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhh*
gonna streessss soooonnnn. *hhahahahah*
currently now in theng`s house. she`s watching bleach and im online-ing ( :
wait till next update ya!
ciaozzzzz~

maine&hearts:

6 March

pickaboooo ( :
dear readers , sorry that i did not update for the last past Feb due to some reasons.
well , i am back today for last few weeks events.
for the whole week of CNY celebrated with mom`s family at Lukut , Seremban
stayed there for 2days 1night . didn't really do anything there just chill-laxing.
on the first day after early dinner went over to the beach. me and bin went soaking for a while. the beach were full with indians. all black black ( x
the sea water there not really clean tho. kinda dirty , cause after we get up from the water
our bodies were kinda itchy . nothing much after that then went back.
then the second day mom,aunt and uncle went over Malacca and i accompany bin to his girlfriends uncle`s place to pay a visit. the house was pretty tradisional style.
but it was damn freaking hot cause their roof are made of zinc.
sat there for an hour plus then went straight to Malacca to find mom.
slept in the car half way there ( :
reach to Malacca around one hour. it was a terrible jam there. got stuck jam there almost half an hour. then finally got to find mom and head back to KL.
reached to Seremban highway , jam there for 2 an a half hour. OMG!
luckily i am not the one who is driving. cause bin drive half way felt like sleeping.
*hahahahahah* reached back home at 6pm + then got shower and everything
then get to bed and sleep. that was the CNY plan for 2days.
then on the third day went to Genting for the "Life Liberation" like as usual but normally is at Ulu Yam but this time special a bit. woke up damn early then reached to main office.
went up there with a damn freaking van. kinda scary sitting in there anyway.the doors are not safe at all.it might open anytime but itself. it was fun anyway get to help doing things and photo snapping everywhere. i am not gonna upload here cause it takes kinda long time. if u wanna see it just go to my facebook. went up 3times a week and do the same thing. at least i don't have to stay at home alone do nothing.
the following week was just fine except somethings happened but that was just a confession made by me. but now was okay already. so just ignore it.
exam just started last monday 1/3 . it was damn suck! i am gonna fail at least half of the subjects. i wonder if bin knows i am dead. he`s gonna kill me for that.
anyway , next wed is the last day and after that 1 weeks holiday.
this year is like another slumber year of nothing. SPM is still counting down.left 261days and i am still relaxing. *hahahahahhaaha*
well , people good luck for the next 3 days paper.
will be updating soon ( :

maine♥

26 February

hey peeps ( :
sorry for not updating anything recently cause couldn't get to online.
but then today is just a short update since i am in cybercafe now!
or else i got to walk over to centerpoint again.
well , exam is just in two days and i am still chill-laxing doing nothing
thats me the last minute ones. *hehehe*
anyway , would like to wish my big brother binnyyy
HAAPPPPYYY 23RD BIRTHDAYYYYYY!
enjoy your birthday with your loves ones happily ya.
all the best. *mwahsss*
i think i`ll update in another time.

maine♥

8 February

hahahahha *
randomly updating today`s post.
nothing much to say but then im swinging upside down ( :
whatever i wished before not even one of it happen so feel kinda f***** up!
how i wish i could meet tooth fairy.
anyway , having a assignment now for english oral presentation.
searching through about saving mother earth which includes
global warming
pollution
3R
i think im gonna take whole day to finish the whole proper essay or script.
people who in my group work out something to get grade A for this!
damn im suck at this freaking editing. well , i think i got to continue doing my work from doing other things.
till the next time peoplessss *mwahssss*

maine♥

6 February

hello there peeps ( :
its saturday afternoon. weather looking good.
never work today cause body aching everywhere. sorry Jib & Levis.
i know today is saturday and its gonna be busy but then i never show up.
my right shoulder hurts and pretty tired.
you know what people. im always thinking of what results im gonna get for spm when im not putting any effort in study. the thing i do in school is usually sleep or chit chatting around
i don't really have the heart to study. i seriously don't know why and what happen to me.
all i want is sleep ! WTF right?
my mind is turning upside down and i feel like giving up everything.
*ggggggrrrrrrrrrrr*
frustrating larrrr! will continue till the next update. don't know what to type already.
brain jamming now. ( x

maine♥

5 February

hey peeps (:
its been long time i never update my blog.
sorry for that ya cause i`ve been busy lately so can't get to online.
yea , anyway im shifting house to BU7.
after chinese new year i`ll be staying there for a year. then after a year and high school life ends and i`ll be shifting away again. which means might be some where far from pj area.
i really hate that tho but i got no choice or nothing can really change the fact too.so just leave it that way till it gets the best of the best. i really wish everything settles as soon as possible. its really heart aching to see everything gone worst.
well , as i go through the whole busy week i realize something that is i can actually take care of my own self just that my family thinks i can't . i even drove the car over to the new house to drop by my stuff so its nothing difficult for me. ( :
i finally can do things on my own without anyone`s help.im all grown up! *LOL*
anyway , during the treasure hunting around my mom`s stuff i found something cool.
its a trip booking receipt to phuket--->langkawi and make sure you check on the year.
its really shiock-ing when i see it. im actually only 2 years old. i didn't know i went thailand before till i saw the receipt. i even looked back at some old pictures.
really miss those days. although i can't remember any of it but looking back at those pictures is really great and it actually makes me cry. i know is kinda weird if i said this.
i actually cried and laughed while looking all those pictures. the damn whole thing is complicating. just pretend like nothing happen but i know deep in my heart its forever there.
hmmmm . im always wondering what will i be in 5 years time ? any idea ?
well,well about high school life seriously getting lots of fun but something is missing.
i`ve been ignoring shawty for a week after the slapping incident happened.
i was damn mad at him yet i felt guilty for not talking to him. he`s been asking for forgiveness for a week. but then im not sure whether is he faking it or what so ever.
i lost 2 friends once and i wish i won't do it again. my mood swings a lot recently.
i`ve been really upset , frustrating and worried a lot nowdays.
i don't even know what the hell am i thinking about. i feel damn tired. feel lazy to do everything. even saturday and sunday im still working. but then at least i can do something than doing nothing. wil be continue tuition after chinese new year.
im gonna be a panda soon. *hahaha* but who cares after chinese new year i`ll be refreshing myself again. and to those people who actually reading my blog and what im gonna say is
I MISS SHAWTY ! i mean it . even if he knows i don't care.
cause nothing to hide.ohoh , don't simply think something else. i missss him as a friend who always bullys me and argues with me ( :
im here to apologize to him for ignoring him. you know although is his fault for slapping me like a mad fellow but i was not really in a mood that day. is just annoying sometimes lar.
he`s like mosquito flying around buzzing non-stop.thats really challenging my patients you know. i dislike it when im not in a mood. i know i can't stand for not talking to shawty cause its really bored. *hahahahahaha*

maine♥