13 October

hello peeps(:
seriously i've been abandon my blog for months and months. felt so empty in my blog now ):
well, most probably will be re-blog after spm ? still not sure about it. but at least of all trials finally ended last tuesday. glad about that. been spending a lot of time with the guys. and we even played badminton every friday. coming up plan after spm will be a first time trip with them.can't wait. hope will be a blast. will be pretty busy going out next week. gonna celebrate MeiMei's birthday then after that graduation day. days had been hard to past before that.those emo feelings are back to hunt me. i don't know why but im freaking stress. i couldn't imagine my life without friends. or else i think i'll be crazy. and i seriously realize that people around me is really good in drama sometimes.i don't know why i'll say it in this way but i just think so. sorry,if i said something not nice but is the truth. *sighs* currently at dad's place.only place that i can get fast connection and a perfect laptop. and frankly now i miss him ♥ & always will.

maine♥

22 August

hey readers.
finally back on track. its been a month away from blog due to my laziness ( ;
i am not really fine nowdays as trials is just around the corner & tons of things happened. i don't really wanna mention it right now. hmmm , let's start back with last month. LEO club finally had a formation day which falls on the 24th July at Holiday Villa , Subang Jaya. its a pretty awesome event though. the rawr-ness from every representative from different schools or colleges. we have a code dress for the night and its a black tie event.as you can see i posted all the pictures in my facebook. seriously it was my first time wearing so lady like. * LMAO* other than that 5D and 5S had a visit to Taylor's College at Sri Hartamas for some kind of free speech for after SPM intake courses. we have games and all.really enjoyed as in the whole class never been together before. one of the best day ever. oh , i finally get to drive around myself. yeshhh! gain the trust from brother. *hahahaha* and i would like to have a few short shout out about few things >>>>

1. well , lately its been some misunderstood going on. i know i am being over reacted sometimes but i hope that you could realize that your attitude towards me sometimes was too much that you don't even realize when you're pissed. i don't wished that it will ruin our friendship but i am really sorry as i don't feel like old times anymore.its really hard for me to open my mouth sometimes as i don't wanna argue with you. cause i know it won't be much better. if you see this i don't mean anything but it really hurts everytime i talked about it. i'll just apologize for what i did wrong all these time. i am sorry!

2. some things changed between both of us because of me. you and i know the reason why it changed. but i hope that this doesn't effect our friendship. i can't predict what's gonna happen next but i wish that you won't ignore me. i can't afford to lose another friend.lastly i just want things to go back to normal.

3. as you know its been some time we never talked. and i am sorry for last time. and now we are back to friends.i feel glad for that. the past between us should really wipe out and no more anger or hatred on each other.

above shout out is to 3 person who i had issues with lately. somehow i know it might be the same but i really,really hope that it will change. please grant my wish.

maine♥

2 July

HAPPY SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY PEEPS ( :
SPECIALLY TO :
KAH FAI
&
HAFIZ ( :
enjoy your birthday and have a great blast boys. all grown up.
i am finally back to blog. its been a great and awesome week. had lots of fun. well , cheer 2010 is just around the corner. OH MY GEEE! i can't wait. feel damn exciting about it. i don't know why. EVERYONE ------ STOMP , CHEER , FIGHT!
meanwhile , september and october having trials till SPM. serious shit i don't know when should i prepare. 3months non-stop exam , i think i'll be insane when all this starts.
oh god , help me! just a little short update. nothing much is in my mind now.

maine♥

21 June

hey peeps.
its school day ( : but i never go today cause my its driving test today! woke up real early this morning to prepare and to avoid from jam. reached to ss2 pretty early.uncle reached at 7.05am and we moved ahead to driving school. my quee number is 18 ♥ lucky number. coincidence i got same day test with Everett ( : he's number 9. at least still got people teman. i was freaking nervous , it feels like my heart almost drop off. it pounds really hard. when its my turn that moment i was cursing. the first thing to do is go up to the bukit . i kept on remember what my instructor told me. i keep on reminding myself to be confident and chill. finally when it comes to my turn. i did it absolutely GREAT. i was damn relief after getting down from the bukit. my pressure went down to the bottom right away.after that went for parking and 3 point turn. everything went smooth and nice. in 3 days time my "P" license will be out. im hyperly happy. the whole thing ended earlier so i called my bro to fetched me and Everett. i dropped him at Centerpoint and i followed my bro to Jalan Bukit Laut for his roadshow. it was pretty fun anyway. Well , that's like a prostitude nest with ugly prostitude. serious not joking. they're like maid. *hahahhah* later on , dropped by at bro's house then headed home. im sleepy but i just couldn't sleep yet. anyway , thats all for today . will update soon.

maine♥

17 June

hello amigos!
had great day today with Miss Mendyyy ♥
watched Toy Story 3 . it was awesome . quite a lot people today although holidays is gonna end real soon. a lot of movie i wanna watched which is :

• Sex And The City 2
• The Haunting Lover
• 23rd June - Knight And Day
• The Legend Is Born - IP Man
  
• 24th June - Frozen
• 1st July - Triple Tap
• 7th July - Despicable Me
• 8th July - Predators
• Eclipse
• 14th July - Inception
• 15th July - Street Dance
• 29th July - Cats And Dogs - The Revenge Of Kitty Galore
• 28th July - Salt
• 4th August - Jonah Hex
• 5th August - Repo Men
• 11th August - Grown Ups
• Heroic Detective
• 13th August - The Expendables
• 19th August - 22 Bullets
• 25th August - The Last Airbender
• 26th August - Step Up 3
• Stool Pigeon
• 9th September - Resident Evil - Afterlife
• 23rd September - Agora
• 24th September - The Eagle Of The Ninth
• 6th October - The Switch
• 7th October - Sammy's Adventure : The Secret
• 13th October - The Other Guys
• 21st October - Amphibious
• 27th October - Takers
• 3rd November - Megamind

thats all anyway , way too much to go ( : hopefully i could make it for all the movies i listed.
wish me luck. after all this movie time to study * hahaha*
thats all for today. oh ya , there's some birds picture taken today but then some other day i'll post up. its late now , got to sleep . nightss ♥

maine♥

15 June

hey bloggers

its been a while i never update my post. a little dead in here
its second week of holidays. pretty bored , nothing much to do lately just doing the same old thing like usual. go for driving lesson , shoppe , sleep , watch tv , revise some subjects , eat and do something lifelessly at home. anyway , today is 15/06 which means i've been SINGLE for accurately for one year. every single past is just haunting me for so long. finally the pain and all the sorrows end . im glad that my life turns back normal after the day my heart get stabbed ! well , is just a lesson for me . never trust the person you loved the most but oppositely they'll deceived you deeply. the reason im posting this, is not that im trying to say i could't let go or hoping for second chance. is just that i felt better after saying it. you people may not know or understand how does it feels like when your heart got stabbed by thousand times in it but i know how i felt for myself . being enemies is better than friends. i could't pretend like nothing happened before and it will never be the same. so what if im stubborn , not understanding and all ? don't think you're so GREAT being fake. ( : well , honestly i could't be that way . sorry to say that but i don't care. whether whoever reads this post and whoever im talking about it doesn't matter tho. not blaming not denying not pretending nor not complaining . thats life and it sucks !

maine♥

5 June

Hey readers ( :
its June ♥
just got back from Chris's pool party at Riana Green.
had lots of fun . pictures not much taken. just few candid might upload some other time. life's moving fine lately. pretty great. well , mid-term ended yesterday. finally two weeks in hell ends. gonna live my life and enjoy till the max in high school. counting down 4months to go till SPM and farewell my friends. couldn't imagine how college life would be?
but who cares about that now other than having great time together ? ( x
what im gonna do now is stop giving a damn on everything that i once cared about except ♥ HIM . not joking not past but presences. no one will know who except me myself. you people don't have to know who it is or wonder who it is cause you'll never know.
*hahahaha* now currently being a mini tour guide. organizing a trip for this year end. hopefully it work out anyway. about the comfirmation of it i'll inform you guys. suggestion for the trips are all welcome and please give me a budget as well. max for the group will be 15 peoples, if possible please don't go all by couples or else it will be bored if we were just seeing you guys cuddling whole day instead of joining us. for more information just come to me and give me suggestion. thankyou!

maine♥

29 May

hello readers ( :
2 days more to go till June.
which means 4months more to go till SPM!
dooms day is getting nearer and nearer.
currently still having mid-term exam but gonna end soon by next week
well , its wesak day yesterday. attended with mom's buddhist members at Brickfields
went there pretty early luckily not jam but rain pours heavily.
that didn't stop us walking around looking for the flower car.
*hahahaha* we were like garbage plastic walking around
multi colours of garbage plastic humans walking around on the street.
too bad never get to take any pictures of it.
the parade started at 8pm . the whole parade duration tooks 4hours
my arms , feet , leg , thighs and ass are in pain now ) :
but it was a great experience tho. a lot of unknowns helped to carried the banners all the way from the start till the end of the parade. thanks to them or else we wouldn't make it.
the banner is 128 feet long and its freaking heavy. i helped out a while then i walked off to takes pictures. *hahahahah* kept on drinking water but never even once go to toilet.
walked through indian town also. freaking tons of indians standing at the side
some even pluck out those flowers beside the flower car.
these people like never see flowers before. keep on plucking like mad only
if you wanna see those pictures you can view from my facebook
or maybe some taken by the sin chew newspaper reporter
http://photo.sinchew-i.com/node/917
the pictures taken are obviously much more better than those i took for sure (:
and i took some night view pictures of KL.
thats all for today's updates and till the next time.

maine♥

19 May

what's up readers.
its been a while i never update my blog
not much thing happened for the last past weeks
just the same. but temporary im not working cause the promotion just end and will be having the second promotion again on the 25th May but then i'll be continue till end of May only. another happy news , i finally get my "L" license. very suprisingly i get 3wrongs for my undang test only. ( :
well , this half whole month is exam month. which sucks till the max!
never really study much cause lazy ) :
*hahahaha* another short update for todayyy will be updating soon.

HAAAAPPPPYYYY SEVEEENTTEENNN BIRRTHDAYYY
PAPA JUAN ♥
*SORRY HAVE TO OWE YOU YOUR PRESENT FIRST*

maine♥

4 May

hello the month of May!
mid-term exam is just around the corner and im still not studying
oh lord, what am i gonna do?
*grrrrrrrrrrr*
i need help in my elective subjects,maths & science!!
anyone can tutor me foc ?
started work on the labour day. whole day fold clothes and day-dream starring at people.
it was a lil bored actually. break for an hour. it was pretty long break.
nothing to do also after eating.
and,and last wednesday. other school's krs came over our school to show us how to march. they're awesome! i just get to snap to pictures. ( ;
thats all for today's update.
-adiosss-

maine♥

25 April

special sunday.
another tiring day. get to sleep for 4hours then woke up at 5am!
went to buddhist centre then carpool other people's car to KJ(meeting place)
2 buses there and head on our journey once the bus is fulled.
im not sure how long does it takes to Port Klang cause i was sleeping.
the bus was pretty noisy. you know , those aunty and uncles chit-chatting like in morning market ! ( : once we reached there the lamma's started to chant and all of us too.
it was extremely hot and my back its wet like kena splash by water.
they were doing some ceremony after that the boats were here and they carry up some things they need. the sky is blue.great thing and great scene.
im the photographer of the day with 3 cameras.
my own camera , mom's camera and one of the lamma's camera.
i love taking scene and dislike taking humans.
its really interesting compared to other life liberation at other places that i've been.they even bought 2 tons of "si ham & balitong " to free it.
i'll be uploading some pictures in facebook.
the whole thing we're doing its really great. anyone wanna join can let me know.
im sure you won't regret joining. till next time for the updates.

maine♥

24 April

HAAPPPYYY BIRTTHHDAAYYYY TOOOOO ALL THE BIRTHDAAYYY BOYYYSSS
IAN*
LIM*
AEREN*
MELJYN*
thanks for the great pool party ( :
24.04.10 ♥
saturday morning went for car's kursus at segambut
woke up 6am then waited for brother to fetch me over ss2 to take transport there.
actually it takes only like 20minutes to be there but then transporter have to picked up
other students. so took 1hour plus to reached there.
once we reached our destination we went for registration then went in to the class.
i thought once we entered in the class the lesson will start but then waited for almost 2 hours sit there like an idiot only they start. i was bored like shit there!
even the lecturer is bored. *skip some part*
the kursus ends at 4.30pm then transporter fetched us back to ss2. then i walked over to mcd to meet kenmin. i seriously hate waiting . it seems like the whole day just waste time do nothing. after that went over his house his dad fetched us there.
everyone gathered and ate. some of them were swimming and some were cam-whoring and some were doing something else.*hahaha*
reached home 12.15pm sharp. packed my stuff and showered.
slept at 1am if im not mistaken.

22 April

the thing that hurt the most that i`ve been through
* its not my heart break
* not being dumped
* not being fooled
* not being cheated
* not being honest to me
* not being sincere to me
* not screwing me
* not bothering me
* not caring about me
* not being there for me
but . . knowing the truth of everything
thats the most hurtful thing that its hard for me to accept
i just don't have the courage to face it
sometimes its really unfair
the only thing to runaway from these is :
'Don't put too much hope on something that won't even happen!'
i tried having high hope before but at the end my hope just vanish in a second.
sometimes its better know nothing than everything.
) ;

maine♥

20 April

First of all I would like to wish someone a Happy,Happy 17th Birthday.
Mr.Sasi aka Brownie ( :
well , i got to thank him for being very kind to me for not smacking me everytime i smack him like crazy! then thank him for listening to all my shit , thank him for being a dumb ass with me , and thank him for being sarcastic.
although we always have a fight,quarrel or argument but at the end of the day we`ll still talk back to each other. and the dumbest part is the confession room we created.
but now currently renovating . *hhahahahaha*
hmmmm , last wish to you. just do whatever you feel like doing. i can't help or give you opinions all the time. but then if you need me im just next to you. (cause im sitting next to you) XD

maine♥

18 April

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hey readersss ( :
had a great blasting saturday and sunday.
saturday celebrated wei sin's early birthday at curve redbox with the whole gang
yen
ying
liang
justina
mei
peiyi
william(j's friend)
anson(sin's bf)
sang till 4.30pm then plan on next round. but unfortunately heavy rain and mean while we were waiting for hong the latest and slowest person.
no one can decide where to go so wasted almost half an hour time just to think where to go. few person suggested few places but ended up going
Shah Alam ( I-City). went there at 9pm and reach there around 9+ but then a little jam.when we got the parking and head to the main place its already 10pm. that place was awesome and those people who loves christmas that will be the best place.
deco's theme seems like christmas feel ( :
and a very romantic place for couples too and windy!
cam-whore a lot. all the pictures will be uploaded in my facebook.
after that speed home and reach at 11.15pm. luckily mom never scold.
>>>>>the next day activities<<<<<< 18.04.10
woke up early this morning. had my shower and all. mom left home early so i have to walk to school. i was taking my own sweet time walking there.
while walking felt the wind blew. ( :
the moment i reached to school it seems empty. i thought it was cancel but then when i walked nearer some people were sitting there.*hahahaha*
the bus arrived at 7.30am. reached there at 8am and registered then we enter in the hall.
it was pretty fun anyway.my first time attending seminar.
niu went so he sat at my left and theng sat at my right. the starting part was okay.
very suprising that im not sleepy at all during the whole seminar.
the main motif we go seminar it seems like gaining weight. we had 4 breaks and they gave us food everytime we break. it seems a little insane tho. we eat we sit we listen we eat again . the whole thing is just repeating. well , cut some crap. when it nears the end the host got crazy! he was standing on top of the front table. got a picture of him ( :
he was screaming and all. we were all cheering. the best part of the day and lim joined in.
another pyscho part. essay indian lecturer was pretty good. at least i could understand what he says after all. funny too. not that bored so at the end of the day its counted a great experience of attending my first seminar. no regrets going (x
off i go ! ..

maine♥

16 Arpril

hey peeps. some interesting update today.
took some of weird pictures from guinness world record`s book.
its damn freaking awesome man! salute these people who have natural gifts.
and the toppest one is mr.chris ong`s driving speed to airport. ( :
it was freaking bored so this is just a random post actually. *hahaha*

maine♥