hey bloggers
its been a while i never update my post. a little dead in here
its second week of holidays. pretty bored , nothing much to do lately just doing the same old thing like usual. go for driving lesson , shoppe , sleep , watch tv , revise some subjects , eat and do something lifelessly at home. anyway , today is 15/06 which means i've been SINGLE for accurately for one year. every single past is just haunting me for so long. finally the pain and all the sorrows end . im glad that my life turns back normal after the day my heart get stabbed ! well , is just a lesson for me . never trust the person you loved the most but oppositely they'll deceived you deeply. the reason im posting this, is not that im trying to say i could't let go or hoping for second chance. is just that i felt better after saying it. you people may not know or understand how does it feels like when your heart got stabbed by thousand times in it but i know how i felt for myself . being enemies is better than friends. i could't pretend like nothing happened before and it will never be the same. so what if im stubborn , not understanding and all ? don't think you're so GREAT being fake. ( : well , honestly i could't be that way . sorry to say that but i don't care. whether whoever reads this post and whoever im talking about it doesn't matter tho. not blaming not denying not pretending nor not complaining . thats life and it sucks !
its second week of holidays. pretty bored , nothing much to do lately just doing the same old thing like usual. go for driving lesson , shoppe , sleep , watch tv , revise some subjects , eat and do something lifelessly at home. anyway , today is 15/06 which means i've been SINGLE for accurately for one year. every single past is just haunting me for so long. finally the pain and all the sorrows end . im glad that my life turns back normal after the day my heart get stabbed ! well , is just a lesson for me . never trust the person you loved the most but oppositely they'll deceived you deeply. the reason im posting this, is not that im trying to say i could't let go or hoping for second chance. is just that i felt better after saying it. you people may not know or understand how does it feels like when your heart got stabbed by thousand times in it but i know how i felt for myself . being enemies is better than friends. i could't pretend like nothing happened before and it will never be the same. so what if im stubborn , not understanding and all ? don't think you're so GREAT being fake. ( : well , honestly i could't be that way . sorry to say that but i don't care. whether whoever reads this post and whoever im talking about it doesn't matter tho. not blaming not denying not pretending nor not complaining . thats life and it sucks !
maine♥
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